♣ Monday, January 28, 2008
im kinda suppose to be in skool for accounts at 11 but oh wells, i admit.. i was too lazy to travel all the way for a freaking 2 hrs lesson. besides i woke up lates too and taxi fare just wasnt worth it. kinda feel bad about leaving my group to submit the project without me but errr nvm. Sorry guys.
Managed to catch up alittle on sleep. Didn't realise how shagged i was with the project submissions last week and my little outings during the weekend. Realised that i haven't blog much recently also yupps.. here's briefly whatever been going on so far... ...
Friday - handed up PORM project at last. totally slogged over it and honestly i think its pretty good work. well except for the fact that we didn't get it binded and the other groups did, which still kinda makes me alittle sore. hahs but its over and there's nothing you or me can do so yars I'll stop brooding over it. Just hope it doesn't cost us our A. Headed down to kallang leisure park thens paradiz for some pool with the classmates. Was just great to finally be able to just chill and relax lols. Met up with the guys and charm at Brewerks for dinner afters. Well the food was alrightts only but mans the beer selection was rocking..wasn't in the mood to drink though so yars.wasted. the guys or at least shaun n russ got pretty high finishing up most of the tower =)
Saturday- had Comm skills written test at 9am. barely could wake up after the night before so yars as you can guess i pretty much screwed up the paper.I'm not proud of it. Didn't manage to complete it. dang! hope I did enough to pass it though..thanks to amanda though for sharing with me her calculator.hehs. headed down to TM afters for lunch followed by accounts project meeting at cafe cartel. I think my brain was kinda in shut down slacker mode readies by then. played burnout, talked crap and cut articles.How very productive ayes..oh wells i did enough for the other projects.
Met shaun in the evening and decided to head to IKEA since he had the car. Totally love that place I'm telling you. Headed to maxwell for dinner at about 10 odd. decided to drop by chinatown for alittle while. Omg we met this auntie that totally tried to rip shaun off cans. Its a long story, so come ask me if you wanna know what happened. In the end, I literally dragged him back to the auntie and confronted her. He was laughing all the way cans! Honestly its not about me being totally auntie, its about honesty and i dontknowwhat.. how can you not do anything when you realise that someone tried to cheat you righttts. hahahs
Sunday- headed to church with my mom thens to youth service to help out in the amazing race. Hahas teamed up with Gavin and we were the personals for team 2. Pretty rocking group! The were totally game for everything even the sec 1 girls. I'm impressed! hahas even though we didn't win,(we were 3rd) I'm glad they had fun. The race was generally a success and I'm glad played a part in it. Didn't expect it too be so fun. Additional lesson learnt from this: Omg i totally dig tanned defined legs cans..its super sexy and hot. Hahas go figure. ;)
Alrightts gotta run nows. Im meeting berv and herman in like what 20mins at the Mrt station for our Chinatown outing..hahas dong dong chiang! tatas =)
OJs and sexay legs
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:32 PM
♣ Thursday, January 24, 2008
for the millionth time I've seated myself in front of the computer, fingers ready to blog the day's crazy happenings but ales, the moment i logged onto blogger, all mood to blog poof* vanished and my mind is a total blank.
*pfft*
must be the constant projects and tests that's sucking up my brain juice..argghh
anyways yars guess i better get to sleep. Econs presentation and jap test tmr, CRAP!
tatas loves
*pouts* the com's giving me problem yet agains =S
finish the race a winner
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:40 AM
♣ Sunday, January 20, 2008
my emotions have been running amok
feeling the most down at night
I've been trying to keep my temper
unfortunately successful i often am not
if I've hurt you in any way
it wasn't intentional
the little outbursts are often not personal
but often cuz I'm mad at myself
so don't hold it against me
and cut me some slack
hahas kkays i know its probably the worst poem you have ever heard (I've actually heard worse) but anyways yars this kinda summarizes what I've been going through nows. Have been kinda insensitive and un- intentionally hurting people with my words and throwing a hussy fussy fit here and there whenever im frustrated or tired.Argh crap I've been such an awful person. *pfft* I actually hate the fact that I'm so short tempered these days. Might be the stress from school and alls. Definitely hope its not here to stay. Hahas so yars anyways thanks for trying to cheer me up, de-stress me and encouraging me people. It really helps keep my sanity. Really. Omg i realise I'm starting to sound so emo and so erm un-tonia. Werid!
Gonna stop here and get to bed. Church tmr morning...
Nitenites people
stronger than my emotions
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:04 AM
♣ Friday, January 18, 2008
in my own little tonia world where projects continue to taunt me 24/7. *pouts
hokays so I'm taking a breather from the projects to blog...do i feel guilty? NO! i so totally deserve this mini break!
so yars anyways I've been chionging retail management project, side tracking to do alittle comm skills project for the whole freaking day. OMG i swear 24 hrs a day is so not enough. I can just feel my brain cells dying from over exertion, over exhaustion and over whatever else. *pouts* Can already feel myself getting pek chek lols..
hais there's no shopping to be done, no ice-cream in the fridge so the only option left to help me de-stress is to really bitch..hahas so yars...
project work can be fun and great stuff only when every individual member contributes. fcking hate it when a certain few people try to leech on others. some people are professional leeches super buai pai seh. some try to leech onto their poor teammates subtly by acting blur or incompetent. arhhhs honestly to me whether you outright blatantly dont do your work, give a million excuses and later produce a way below standard work, its all the same to me mans! i honestly think some deserve to be told off, and ive been pretty polite while going about it so yars why cant erhmmp juz pull up his socks and start contributing to the projects that the rest is slogging their guts over lol. Its so fcking unfair and by contributing i meant producing a work of standard and substance, not some half hearted work! and dont tell me you dont know how to do..learn! your fckin in poly readies lars cans!!omg omg stop leaving other ppl to clear up your shit! ohs and yars stop painting yourself as the bloddy victim here and me the bully. I have yet to be the bitch i can be and i haven't been really harsh on you yets..i have given you lots of chances honestly. fcking enough is enough. so yars im bitching here first to release some pent up frustration before i become really catty and bitchified tomorrow.
hahahs feel better le, so its time to head back 2 the projects. cant really understand what i was typing also so yars dun bother people..i was just bitching everything outta my system. =)
ohs and did i say, I'm really thankful and grateful for the mates who have put in much for the projects. kudos!
cant wait for the projects to be over.
huge hideous eye bags
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:37 AM
♣ Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Tonia is a stressed out, over-worked girl for the next 2 weeks as project deadlines draw closer. Do not, I repeat, do not push the wrong buttons or she might just explode in your face!!
hahas just joking. even at my nastiest, I'm not that bitchy lols =)
anyways yars its gonna be a really busy week for me once again as I rush through all the projects. Lucky I had the sense to enjoy myself over the weekend and fully recharged my batteries. Not really in the mood to blog so yars tatas people.
keep cool
xxton
note to self: * deadlines to hit*
- Macro econs country analysis - due 17 jan
- jap role play script - due 17 jan
- comm skills 1 report - due 18 jan
- PORM river island - draft due 18 jan [ due 25 jan ]
- Macro econs full report - ???
- Accounting - due 28 jan
♥being MYSELF at 1:20 AM
♣ Wednesday, January 9, 2008
if im a big fat BITCH to any of you guys out there in the weeks to come, im offering you my apologies nows, in advance. Its just the stress from the project that's getting into me. =S
important dates:
wed - comm skills draft submission
thurs - jap script submission
- macro econs article writeup due
fridae - consultation with first draft form retail management
crappy and catty
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:40 AM
♣ Tuesday, January 8, 2008
hokays, I've been totally busy recently and its just gonna get worse..urhggh so encouraging not!
anyways yars this week and there after is dedicated solely to projects and more projects. Cannot wait for the 28 jan to come any faster. triple pfftt* hahas oh wells at least i managed to squeeze in some fun time over the weekend.
Went over to Mark's home to meet up with the others to film our sss graduation video after school on Friday. Too bad chan couldn't join us lols. Headed down to katong to meet shaun, russ and dino for dinner at astons which was as good as ever. Had dessert at SCOOPS ice-cream and yupps then it was over to amanda's house.
As usual the same gang turned up - weiying, manda, gabbie, berv and herman. Had a whole lot of fun just chilling and catching up with the darlings if you factorise some really embarrassing parts like erhmmp out! Lesson learnt though was: never let weiying anywhere near my hp ohs and yupps Baileys is officially poison!
Hahas crazy stuff as usual except this time gabbie didn't get pushed into the pool 5x. =D
**weiying, you totally made me mega pai seh cans**
Stayed at home the whole of Saturday. Yupp i did okkays! I was a good girl.
Anyways yars, officially attended my last sss service at church on Sunday. From now on I'm in the Young Adults Group. That means cell meetings every Saturday. Honestly dunno how i feel about this new entry into my Saturday programmes yets.. well but it seems pretty interesting and fun. I'm gonna give it a try and see how things goes ;)
Ohs ohs and i have to tell you guys, I walked all the way from dobby ghaut to bugis to purvis street to marina square on Sunday toos. Impressive rightts!?! hahas i only realised that im super unfit and well yars i was basically whinningggg the whole way, as if you dont already know. Mans cant believe that I actually believed the guys when they said it was near and alls, its super duper FAR cans!hahas wells on the bright side, we had lots of fun along the way and a yummilious mud pie at the end. *hehe remember flying you tiao?*wink*
School and project work is threatening to take over everything else in my life...or has it already.
Urggghhh i need a hug to make me feel better. Alternatively ice-cream can do too.
My throat's hurting and my nose's running.
its all serious business now
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:46 AM
♣ Friday, January 4, 2008
skipped macroecons tutorial today. Just wasnt in the mood to attend and i was kinda late anyways so yars...
jap test was really tough but heys at least i got assigned to really rocking people for role play presentation project =D
ohs and i just have to bitch bout this...
Singtel is really testing my paitence lol. Ever since i reactivated my line, problems just keep popping out! First they said i had to wait till monday for my line to be reactivated so i did, but by monday i still couldnt make any calls at all. Called them like a couple of times and kao bei lots before they finally reactivated it lol. Omg and today i realised that my hp has not been receiving msges at all. Wth rittess. arhhs called 1626 but they gave like lots of excuses and tried to push the blame away from themselves.It was just extremely fustrating. Arnt they like suppose to be the best in the market?? Lucky the people at Singtel marine parade were helpful and nice. Had to wait really long though before the guy figured out that it was both the network and my hp settings that caused the whole ho-ha! So yupps tonia's a happy girl nows, well kinda.
Good service really goes a long way. :D
Oh mans ive got retail management project draft to hand up laters.*teethers*
hmm should i or should i not go with weiying and alls laters tonight..i think im getting sick and wells it gonna be a busy enough day..bud bud...
oh wells its gonna be tough convincing the mother after ...
tomorrow will always be a better day *
sexy voice, sexayz shoes
xton
♥being MYSELF at 12:45 AM
♣ Wednesday, January 2, 2008
i typed like this super long entry but me being tonia i pressed some kuku key and everything got deleted!!! pffttt pfft pfftt*arhggh im going to hit the books for the jap test i just realised i have tomorrow.
Time to pull up the socks tonia ng!
hahas tatas people =D
tell be bout the party
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 10:01 PM
♣ Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2007 passed in a blink of an eye but it was a great year! There are many things that I have to give thanks for. Some of which includes achieveing the grades needed to enter Rmt in temasek, the chance to have known some really great people and also yar my family.... All this I believe happened not by chance but by God's grace. so yars, Thank you Lord for being so ever faithful in my life!
New Year's Eve was pretty blasting. The day started really well with me passing my accounts test , which is a pretty major feat for someone who was deemed a lost cost for this kuku subject! Hahas so anywaiz yars headed down to marina laters in the night to meet up with gabbie, herman, manda and weiying. The initial plan was to catch the fireworks display bud oh wells we didnt. im still kinda disappointed. Instead we were joined by shaun, russ, jerold, dino and headed down to clarke quay. Honestly speaking, i felt pretty awkward with the 2 groups sorta hanging out together. Was kinda werid and really stressful on my part to try make everyone feel comfortable and included. I failed! =S
Oh wells at least things picked up alittle after the clock striked 12. Managed to get manda and weiying up onto the center stage at clarke quay to dance - it was more squishing then dancing. Hahas but really that's the only way to get into the mood lols.
Felt really bad bout ditching them afters to head for MOS with charm and the guys. Met up with darius at the entrance. Thanks for ditching zouk for this stanger! Hahas well Godskitchen was playing but honestly, he's not my taste. Headed over to smoove which I thought would be better but the DJ kinda sux. Ewww... don't even get me stared on the crowd lol. Seriously I dont get the whole push here push there, ass rubbing shit at all. It was uber packed! Hokays imagine you trying to dance and some kuku guy is constantly pushing you and rubbing his ass cheeks against yours! Gross urggh! Zouk on christmas eve was way better x 10 lol. maebe it was ferry corsten maebe it was the drinks hahas. Well at least my darlings made everything bearable and even hilarious ;) rmb the toliet n poke poke..
Supper at siglap afters and only got home at bout 7. Had an otherwise uneventful day except getting use to the new hp, having dinner with the relatives and being asked a thousand times what my new year's resolutions are...999 times where by my mom. Just to humour the lady...
2008 resolutions
> i shall start being puntual
> i will get me and my fatty ass out and actually exercise
> i shall greatly reduce pissing my parents off
[well i cant think of any other goals that are SMART so yars]
Oh shucks ive got jap at 9am tmr..pfft pfftt guess i better stop and head to bed! nitenites ladies and gentlemen.
you just gotta believe
xton
♥being MYSELF at 11:02 PM
