♣ Thursday, July 31, 2008
Urggh the mother is getting on my nerves. One moment she's encouraging me to go for the YA retreat and when Ive made up my mind to go, she's now asking me not to go. Says that I should rest and alls. Urggh sometimes I just don't get the parents. It's like they can't even make up their mind, can't even decide on their own personal matters and they still wanna poke a finger and have a say in your life. Fcking frustrating. I so don't have the patience for that now. Not when the project stress is still high up there.
triple million pffts!!!
♥being MYSELF at 9:41 PM
♣ Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Yesss. We're done with MR and I've got to say the presentation didn't go too bad indeed. It was alrights. Now its down to my public speaking speech due this Thurs and RBB project that is to be submitted on Friday. Guess that's my cue to start stocking up the cupboards with crunchie chocolate bars and coke agains, seeing that I'm going to have to burn the midnight oil for the next few nights. =) yeah more crunchie bars! Better remember to get more Tonia or you're dead! Hahahs LOL, manda recons I'm gonna die of diabetes soon and I agree. Even if i don't, I'm going to get sooo fat and die. zomg whatever, its the only few things that keeps me awake and high. must be the sugar rush. *grins
Gotta be in school laters for project meeting agains. Surprisingly it doesn't feel as dreadful as the other meeting were. Hmm maybe it's cause its the last project alreadys and the end is actually visible, or maybe its cause RBB is actually fun, well fun compared to the others at least. Haahas.
Will probably be heading to Orchard afters to do some fieldwork. Yesss! Maybe I'll get to squeeze in some shopping of my own. =) Hint hint!
will i see you soon, laters
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:38 AM
♣ Tuesday, July 29, 2008
So when was the last time I blogged. mans i really do need to keep blogging more often instead of waiting for everything to pile into one post. Lols yes i know you guys don't fancy reading many words, me neither. It's just..hmm well it gets kinda boring afters. I know.So ya, headed down to the night festival at the museums on Saturday night with silly guy. It was really pretty, the museums all lighted up. Just walking around inside the national museum was amazing. The history to be learnt from all the antiques on display. It's simply so rich in culture, amazing, no its captivating. Would have liked to head to the perarakan museum but instead went for selegi tau hua. Well I had to be considerate and I guess it just wasn't silly guy's kinda thing. Too bad kelvin couldn't make it down. would have been awesome to meet up with the guy finally. Seems like our shedules and plans always clashes ayes. But judging from what I heard bout the night festival's programme the weekend before, you definitely didn't miss out on much this weekend, except well maybe seeing me. LOl. And no, tempting as it may be to join you guys and head up 2 malaysia next weekend, you've gotta remember, Tonia's not on holiz yets. zomg. prettayness!!!
different styles showcased at beatnik picnic
intriguing old skool toys.
Sunday saw BFEC, my church celebrate it's jubilee year. The festive spirit was evident everywhere. Even so, the best part had to be meeting up with all my childhood friends whom I grew up with but are now attending other churches or.. saw people like Shammie, Ken, etc after forever. =)
Rushed down and managed to catch the finals of the National Sports Climbing Competition at MJC, after brunch with the parents. Temasek Poly came out tops in both the women's and men's team and many other individual items. Bumped into Elroy there. The dude was helping out with the ropes. Zomg! Can be believe it??! So many old familiar faces in the span of 24 hrs. Hoots!
So missed my darlings!!
tp came out tops!! sweetness!
Just got back from training and there's still project work to attend to. Eeks! Well at least training was fulfilling today. Barely managed to submit our MR project in time this evening, but stay optimistic and tahan cause MR will be done for forever after tomorrow. Then it'll be RBB that's due this Friday toos. Packed full, stressed, falling sick.Today was an awesome day. 1st Avenue trading was actually fun as I did direct selling the whole day lols. Got back our retail practical paper also and I mega pleased with myself. I not only not disappointed but also managed to catch some by surprise. Like wow surprise. Hokays i know I'm starting to sound really arrogant and a total ass but... come on its not everyday I do that well. Let me bask in whatever small glory there is ya. Woot sweet. Feels alittle weird.This is such a my sister moment lol. =)* grins to myselfGotta go. Tatats ppl.blushesxxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:15 AM
♣ Saturday, July 26, 2008
So it was to t3 for project meeting yets again yesterday. Was suppose to do MR but as usual it was a pretty unproductive meeting. I swear we are so screwed. It's a 30 page report due on Monday and my group has barely started. Doesn't help that the WY and alls have been telling me that it's damm tough and alls. These groups who have slogged over weeks, months even and they are still not done with it. Omg what makes us think that we can do it over the weekend. Worse still it's not exactly one of our, my stronger subjects too. I mean if it was RBB, no problem, I'm pretty sure we'll be able to chiong through and even do decently enough. But its MR we're talking bout here. MR! Maybe it's me, but I don't think so cause i wasn't the only one that was lost, that caught no ball when a particular individual speaks each time. Urghh how to do when you don't even know what the project is asking of you mans. OMG! Manage to work out a deal that involves me doing the limitations section, the bibliography contents page and alls, and the PowerPoint slides for presentation. Well its not much, but at least these are stuff I know I can do a decent job with. At most I'll just do more for RBB, a subject I'm actually comfortable with. Haiz projects.
Aside from all that grumbling about MR and alls, had a prettay fun time exploring t3 with manda before jerold came down to give us a lift. Jellybeans are the absolute best. Lime was AWESOME ayess babe! hahahs. Dropped manda darling home before it was to maxwell for dinner. The food there is totally amazing stuff cans. It's been sometime since ive been there but the wide array of awesome food still takes my bredth away. One is simply spoiled for choices there. The porridge, the chicken rice, claypot rice and fish soup are all famous stuff. Settled for fish soup since I haven't had it in ages and well the guy wasn't feeling his best anyways. Besides the fish soup always gets sold out first, so ya. =) hehs!
Picked derrick up and ended the night shisha-ing at our favourite joint again. Hmm so much for the last time being the last ayes. LOL. Had only one pipe this time but still managed to smoke ourselves crazy. Hmm must have been that game with all its glorious scum questions we played. Totally no barrels withheld. Fcking awesome time! Laughed ourselves crazy with the cheapest and most scummie qns. *grins. Derrick = undisputed king of cheap! Ass! Left the place feeling alittle lightheaded but alot less stress definately. =) Prettay sweet thing.
Anyways here are some of the pics before I've gotta get ready to head out. =)
at tcc. love whipped cream. Dope worthy!
makings of mr stripes face. Unmasked! LOL
its the old ching gang *grins
always trust a third person's view.
some old skool cam-whoring
and I made them smoke. Hahs!
tonia is a happy satisfied babe!
picture heavy post. I know. Well want the rest, ask me. =)
smiles
cause you make me smile
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:04 PM
♣ Friday, July 25, 2008
Tired. Made a mistake by not eating before heading for training todays. Ended up having dizzy spells and almost puked during the run. So gross! Was forced to pull out of the run by the seniors with just 400 metres odd left?. What a waste, urggh felt like a total slacker lols. Well at least I kinda made up for the poor performance during the run by doing more sets of crutches, push-ups and sit-ups. Completed 50 pull ups too. Hmm not bad for a girl with a rumbling, growling tummy. Guess I'm satisfied for nows. Training will be much tougher from next week onwards with sessions on Mondays, Wednesdays and Thursdays. Eeks! Guess that means less time for my social programmes and a fitter, leaner Tonia soon. Guess its time to get more organised and alls if I want to make the most of my time and not have to compromise so much.
Project meeting at T3 laters at 12pm. At last we're gonna start on that marketing research project. It's about time, if you asked me. Projects are such a pain in the ass sometimes. They give you all these headaches, turn friends against one another, bring out the absolute worst side in people, all because of those miserly single alphabets grades that unfortunately are so very important if you want to pass with a good GPA. Haiz =S
So very tired nows, the eyelids are getting heavier and the back is aching. The muscles will probably ache laters from all the stretches done at training, but ahh wells lets not think bout that first. Will save the moans and groans for laters. Now all i want is a good night's sleep and wake up with a smile laters. sleep well people, for tomorrow will be a better day.
arghhh word challenge on face book IS fcking addictive!
and i just pigged out on a packet of fried bee hoon, sausages and nior hiang. Shucks! fcking oily stuff, fcking sinful but oh mansss effing yummy and its a satisfied tummy! Now I can sleep well.
*grinsss =D
can you make me smile even when i'm down
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:08 AM
♣ Thursday, July 24, 2008
It's been about 2 hours since my presentation ended and I'm still in school. Disgusting! Hahahs well at least its almost 6.30pm nows, time to head for training. It looks like its going to pour soon. Pray hard it does. Not really in the mood to run all around the tamp estate agains. Really not in the mood. I rather do more crunches, pull-ups, push-ups, leg lifts etc. Sets over running any day mans.
Anyways ya presentation went pretty well. Think i might have gotten all 10 marks on offer. Can just smell the A..come to mommy babe, come to mommy! Hahahs LOL.
Ohs and I've just tried to pay for my Nike Run online, but apparently they are not even accepting online payment nows. EEKS! Omg tonia ng why did you have to procrastinate for so long mans. Oh shucks. Ideas, ways to get myself registered, anyone??? I've even send them an email asking. Hope something comes out of it. I so wanna run in this race, you know that. Omg i feel so awful if i have to ditch you because just because I'm such a muddle-head. OMG OMG OMG!!
off to get changed for training nows. tatats.
Ohs and please take care of yourself. It's so tempting to ditch training and go looking for you but..i wont cause its unethical and you don't want me to. But please drink more water and REST!!!! REST!!! keep that shirt on too, keep warm. I'll seeya soon. Stay alive till thens silly. =)
*winks!
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 5:58 PM
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Omg i never thought this was possible, but I'm actually feeling alittle sick in the tummy nows, probably from overfeeding on ice cream. urghhh, awfulness. =S
Doesn't help that already i'm combating the tiredness that threatens to shut my eyes this instant, that I've got to complete my presentation slides and speech for tomorrow's public speaking class, and face book's word challenge is totally addictive. Bad combination huhs. Thought so. Whatever convicted me to have chosen to speak on the topic of Homosexuality in Singapore. apparently, it didn't dawn on me that preparations to this topic would be tough, very tough despite it being pretty interesting.
Got all these books and notes to read up toos. Oh no! So not in the mood to start on the pile of work now, not after such a great day. I'm shagged. Got back slightly before 12am todays so as to appease the Dad. Seems to be working, but wells still I better not step on any toes just yet. It's just too much of a trouble when your parents are against you. =) hahahs lol ya as I was saying before I got carried away, met the silly goat in the afternoon after my 'project meeting' to go catch The Dark Knight. I'm telling you guys, go catch it, its pretty good stuff! The show is much darker than the first and joker was amazing. Hmmm that's all I'm saying, don't wanna spoil the show for the rest of you who have yet to catch it, do we. Hehs.
It was down to Dempsey for dinner afters. I've been there a couple of times readies and I still can't get enough of it. I'm absolutely in love with the sexay place. The assortment of cafes, eateries and drinking holes available, the environment and the crowd just takes my breath away. It's so laid back, chic and most importantly uncommercialised,that its simply effing charming! Can anyone not fall head over heals over such a amazing place? Heading there with silly guy instead of the Dad and alls definitely feels different, good fuzzy kind of different. A nice dinner at Dome, dessert at Ben & Jerry's with good live music and the company of such a silly guy, Tonia is a happy girl. Yupps it takes me little to be satisfied, =) so quit saying that I'm high maintenance ya. Maybe I'm alittle spoiled though, hmm just alittle ayess...
I'm so tired and there's still training laters. I'm crossing my finger, wishing with all my might that it would be light seeing that the finals for the nationals com. is this weekend. Hope hard. Hahahs guess I better get back and finish up with my work so I can sleep soon! hugs people.
I'm too shagged to post up the pics..maybe soon, next time.
why so serious??
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:21 AM
♣ Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Eeks! Today was yet again another addition to the many times Ive been coming home late recently. Seems like a long while since I actually got home before 12am lols. Haven't been seeing the family much since I'm usually back when they're asleep and asleep when they leave for work and school respectively. The only person I've so much as to talk to has been my Dad, and his patience is weaning thin. NOT good, so not good at all!
Shucks! I should cut down on the late nights and play nice daughter for nows at least. Don't want the parents getting pissed at me rights.
tattas.
♥being MYSELF at 2:33 AM
♣ Monday, July 21, 2008
Quick post before training..
i'm onto my 6th bar of crunchie chocs and 4th car of coke..still counting as I fight to keep awake. Omg the battle with the projects has starte, hello late nights.
kkays gotta go for training..chiao!
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:26 PM
♣ Friday, July 18, 2008
I skipped training today and I'm starting to feel remorseful..maybe I shouldn't have skipped, but well what choice does a girl have seeing that she has a two page report waiting to be completed and ready for consultation later in the morning. Eeks! And to make matters worse, its not as interesting as public speaking, neither am I really good at this subject. I mean a two page report to explain why companies would be tempted to manage earnings and the complications that arise from such actions...Omg spare me, can it get anymore duller then this?!?!
Lol at least I had Siglap beef noodles for dinner. Makes everything so much easier to bare now that my tummy has been satisfied. Headed to parkway afters to get my shoe bag and pay for my Nike 10km run, but but, darn sistic was closed at 8pm. Missed it by a few minutes lols. Hopefully i can still pay up tomorrow..don't really look forward to filling up the whole registration fee yet again lol. It's just too tedious. My precious brain cells are reserved for the projects. =)
he thinks it's xpensive, i think it's yummy...
eeewwwwkkks! geek alert!
shucks better head back to that report! I need my beauty sleep asap. Ohs and those of you coming for the BBQ tomorrow, please please, be nice and RSVP with me by 1pm lols. Don't blame me if its only sausages on your plates tomorrow. =) lurve ya all and RSVP!!!
suffering from over dosage, not
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:35 AM
♣ Saturday, July 12, 2008
I so need to find something permanent to do every freaking Friday. I'm ending class too early, not that it's bad and I'm ungrateful or what but..what's the point when everyone else only gets off school much later. It leaves me with nothing to look forward to after school except well maybe to head home for a nap. I would usually jump on the chance of an afternoon nap, but omg its a Friday and nobody, not me stays home on a Friday mans. Its FRIDAY, you know day of school for the week. =) It's just too sad if I had to stay home.
So ya, almost headed down to tanglin to collect the shoes that mich has kept reserved for me since forever and maybe at the same time drop in on the Dad for dinner or tea. Super boring shit, but wells everyone seemed to have had plans for after school readies. Sobs. Daryl was at his friends so his place was a no go too. Bugger. hahas thank God jerms called and invited me along to test out that new toy of his. Definitely had more fun then I would if I had gone down to tanglin but ayes u still owe me my paddle-pop ice cream, I so am not forgetting! hahahs LOL ;)
Just came back from Gnome 4 ( this get together organised by some of the church peeps). Ended playing bridge the whole night while the others attacked the Guitar Hero. It's totally awesome, go try! =)
See, I'm adapting a healthier lifestyle alreadys. Haven't been clubbing nor drinking even a sip. Kinda proud of myself but hmm I gotta admit, it's pretty tough staying away. Especially so when the people around are constantly chiong-ing and partying away. It's so tempting but I'm determined to kick that party/havoc girl image, perception that others have of me. I'm getting rid of these addictions, but at the same time also unitentionally getting hooked onto new ones. ;) hmm making sense? Howells..good or bad, positive or negative, we'll know soon enough.
pictures up soon.
how long can i stay away
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:22 AM
♣ Friday, July 11, 2008
AT LAST! at last I'm done with that time-consuming, totally pointless Apel online assignment. Now i just have to print it and get the whole portfolio to Amy Lim by 8.45am latest tomorrow. Bugger! It's so freaking early, how am i going to get there on time. Oh no! It's times like this that I wish I drove or something. Aurggh guess the next best thing I can do is to call a cab for tomorrow. Sure don't wanna fail Apel because I can't get to school on that. That would just be simply shitty. Apel is such a pointless subject mans. I mean get this... how are you suppose to define whether a person has morals or not just by his attendance for classes and portfolio submission. Well the way I see it, it's either you have or you don't have morals. You can just hope to instill some morals into a person through moral ed, do you. Why don't the schools ever get it. Haiz. LOL
Hahas on a lighter note, training was fab today. Managed to complete the run without stopping yets agains. *Pat on the back. It's really fulfilling to see myself getting fitter after each training. Couldn't really do my pull-ups and chin-ups sets as I would love to though. Initially one hand was blistering, now its both. Urggh rough hands, that's the only bane. It's fcking pain. Training is tough but I'm loving it..am I making any sense?? hahahs maybe.
better head to bed nows. I don't wanna be up till the sun rises. Gotta sleep nows if I'm heading down for GNOME 4 later tonight. Hmmm what to do from 2 to 7? shop?? OMG no Tonia stop it!
LOL.
purple ducks and flying pigs
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:29 AM
♣ Wednesday, July 9, 2008
frustration!! my card reader can't seem to be detected by the comp, which means there will be no pictures to upload yet agains! Bugger!
My muscles are much better, thank God cause there's training tomorrow agains. Couldn't be bothered with school today and planned to sleep in but hurrmps.. thanks to someone, I literally got dragged out from bed and out for lunch much laters too. Ah wells. I just only realised this but it's pretty funny really. - when you're awaken by somebody who bugs or even irks you, you usually get frumpy and cranky. However if you happen to feel positively about this person and enjoy waking up to him, then the early morning or abrupt cut of your precious sleep probably wont even matter much. Agree?? Hahahs i make so much sense. =)
Lol anyways ended up chilling around parkway with jerms, playing pool and stuff. Alittle trip to the arcade brought back nostalgic memories of a fun-filled childhood. Gotta say I was pleasantly surprised how such simple games can still keep us pretty much entertained. =D
just how strong are you ayes..
Rmb this game..uber old school
they even have space invaders, the new edition..lol
There's school and training laters. I'm so not in the mood for school. Feeling the urge to pon lols. Should I should I not.What a chore. ploooft! I could plonk my ass at home, feed on chip mores, OJ's, jello and turn on the DVD player. Hmm nows that's so tempting.its a risk I'm takingxxton
♥being MYSELF at 11:58 PM
♣ Monday, July 7, 2008
so much to say...so much to blog about...
but I'm too tired...the eyes can barely stay open..
another day..maybe tomorrow...
smuacks
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:13 AM
♣ Saturday, July 5, 2008
hanged out with the jerm for the rest of the day after school yesterday, just chilling and catching up. It's been so long that I almost forgot how much fun we always have together. Headed to Vivocity, where the shopping totally stinks. Now that GSS is coming to an end, there's virtually nothing to buy. Everywhere I looked, it was either I had gotten it a few days ago, or there weren't any sizes, color left. Triple pfft! Desperation and utter boredom saw us making our way down to marina sq to catch a show instead.'Wanted' is pretty alright a movie. Don't know what's with the negative comments I heard from people who caught the show before. Hahas the action was cool and well the twist was kinda unexpected. The ending was lameness though. LOL.
The initial plan was to head to Siglap afters to meet Charm and Ed for Beef Kuay Teow but we ended up at 5-star chicken rice instead. Sorry babe, another time ya. Soon, promise. We need to catch up. =)
Ohs and and I saw Eve and Shimin at Muji at last! Hahahs yeahs so it just proves that it has always been a case of bad timing and not them taking cover whenever they spot me. Hahahs kkays I make no sense here. LOL. Got to go get ready for cell soon and afters it's dinner with Edgar. OMG did I agree to go all the way down to clementi for dinner. Why didn't it seem as far as it is now when I agreed??? It's CLEMENTI tonia ng!!! OMG hahahs the food better be worth the travel or... LOL. *silly grins.
emo, be gone
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:34 PM
♣ Friday, July 4, 2008
OMG!! you always find some way to piss me off don't you. Arggh I tried to be nice and civilised to you because I actually felt bad and yes because you're leaving soon. But oh mans don't take advantage of that. Please..please quit bugging me is it so difficult. It ain't attractive when you're all desperate, I've told you so. You want things to be alright between us, and it is. Well maybe it was a moment ago, now I'm not so sure. It's always like that. Things get better, then you come around and screw it up for yourself, for us again and again. I like for us to be friends. I sincerely do, but please I'm asking, keep your actions in check. You don't see any friend out there that is behaving this way. I detest the way you call a million times. Hate how you resort me to switching my hp off just so you can't call. I am not obligated to take your calls and listen to your crap. Neither do I wish to. Not now and I can't promise you soon. Chatting with you always results in me feeling totally crappy and screwed up. I don't need any of that. So I'm asking again, nicely, stay away. At least till you cool off me. I can't deal with all the negativity that you're channeling my way now. Not now. I don't need this. I'm being as civil as i can. My patience is thinning out. Clean up your act before I get seriously nasty. It's not a threat, its a warning. I'm sure three weeks away will do you good. Maybe just maybe I'm hoping, you'll grow up and come back more mature, more sensible. You're a nice fella, i hate to screw this friendship up.
Take care and Bon Voyage
Urggh quit calling me a million times. I'm not picking up!!! It's fcking irritating!
♥being MYSELF at 1:14 AM
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Missed morning lecture yet again. Well it's not like I didn't try, the bus just wouldn't freaking come on time and sad to say, even Allen Rochea ain't worth the taxi fare. I'm going broke! Lol it wasn't all so bad seeing that I got to ride on a Vespa to school laters. It's the sex, I'm telling you! Totally frcking sexay. Hahas lucky shit i made the right choice on dropping in on Daryl's instead of turning up at lecture bloody late. Hanged out for awhile and helped myself to some breakfast before Marcus, yes the lucky dope with the Vespa, was sweet enough to send me to school. Unlike someone!! You seriously should stop getting so shitfaced, its so unattractive. Hahas but i lurve you all the same. Touched?
Caught up with the rest after their lecture over lunch and alls. Contrary to believe, it wasn't all bitching hokays. It was honest opinions being aired out. Hahas well what else did you expect me to do during a 5 hr break. And no Daryl, I wasn't going to your place to be your slave. Keep dreaming. ;) Public Speaking class was nothing short of great as usual so nothing there.
Got back only at bout 11 plus from training. Ran about 5km today and I'm really proud of myself for completing it without stopping. Yeahs! Not bad for someone that hasn't been doing her physical trainings. *Pat on the back =) Am suppose to complete Farm tutorials for tomorrow but I just realised I don't have the questions. Stinks especially so when I actually wanted to be a good student for once. Pfft. Looks like I'll have to get to school way early to get it done. What an utter chore!
Nights guys.
school's getting monotoned
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:38 AM
♣ Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Have been spending loads of alone time recently. Hokays maybe not alot, just short of 24 hrs but well that's a big change from my usual lifestyle, full with its hustle and buzz. Just really been working on the whole finding myself thing, so pardon me if I have come across as anti-social recently. Headed back home immediately after school and I also stayed at home the whole entire day! See I'm pretty determined on this whole little project of mine. Sorry Daryl on canceling out on you last night. Pool and prata was tempting, but well I was too shagged. You understand ayes.. Missed out on catching "wanted" with the cell peeps too and a whole lot of other various dates for today. Hopefully this moody me will pass soon. Ploof!
alittle charm work wonders
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:49 PM
