♣ Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Well I was supposed to log onto the computer, check my mail, start researching for projects, blog and sleep early! Unfortunately i once again been distracted by the many many online stores lols. U guys should totally check out the shopping scene online..its amazing! Most of these stores actually offer pretty good stuff. Totally worth cans!! So yars that aside, school was better today with the exception of the drama we had prior to choosing group members for the retail buying behaviour project! I've come to realise that its pretty much an everybody for themselves, dog eat dog world out there. Oh wells I'm learning, can't really be bothered with all that politics though.
Ohs and I'm announcing the fact that we guys have chosen to work on Chanel! Yupps that brand is out of bounds people..cause we really do not wish to compete with anyone of you, it'll be fugly. So don't say we didn't warn u! wahahas =D
Guess that's bout all. Better get to bed nows...got a long day tomorrow. tatas lovelies x
p.s- anyone wanna get birks slippers? i need to get more orders in order to for the shipping fee to be void. Let me know if you're interested yars.
shop shop spend
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:54 AM
♣ Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Tutorials have started and take my word for it..they are all pretty tough. School's more of a chore without the whole entire crazy gang. Totally miss them. Met everyone in my new class and wells, I'm not labelling anyone. at least not before i know them. hehs I'm trying to be a nicer and better person, I'm trying!
Long day at school for me laters. Got lessons packed from 9am till 7pm. Praying hard i don't doze off in class laters. Wait! I'm having Rochea for tutorial..i won't fall asleep! hahahas guess I'll pray for a great project group thens. Laters people *wink*
online shopping is so sinfully addictive!
adapting
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:22 AM
♣ Saturday, April 26, 2008
Quick update just to prove this blog isn't dead yets.
School has started and my timetable is pretty crappy with lessons starting at 9am everyday sans Wednesday. Have been really busy juggling my social life and at the same time preparing myself to face the increasing school work thrown onto us this school year. It has been a struggle but I'm slowly cutting down on the parties and little social outings. Oh wells if my GPA improves, it'll be all worth it rightts??!?? My right arm is still hurting from squash and badminton on Friday. That plus the fact that my computer chair is a total wreak is pretty much why I haven't bothered to blog. Ohs of course not forgetting the drama that seems to follow me where ever is enough to tire me out.
So tatas people, till the next post. Keep safe, keep smiling, keep eating!
totally drained
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 10:59 PM
♣ Wednesday, April 16, 2008
A few hours ago, I was feeling all horrid and awful bout myself. Guess the problems that I usually push aside, hoping that it'll cease to exist in time to come, finally caught up to me over the weekend and alls. Was going to type this really emo post but hmmm I think I've sulk enough readies. I'm sick and tired of feeling like an anti-social bitch, throwing total pointless tantrums and sobbing into the pillows afters. It's been really bad for the soul.
But heys, I'm fine nows. I guess the tonia that I love is back and my evil totally insecure little me can sooo retreat to oblivion. After all shit happens and I guess its time I start dealing with them alls instead of falling to self-pity and self- doubt.
Anyways yars...remember the proverb " don't judge a book by its cover"? hahs once again it has dawned on me just how true and very wise this proverb is lol. Was munching on an apple just now only to realise that its core had rot alittle when I was halfway through it. Gross rightts!! URghhhh. It's really ironic that this should have happen now..especially after the past few days incidents. It's like the whole apple incident is a representation of a certain few people and my life..
People whom i thought I could trust, whom I thought had my back were in fact the ones who were backstabbing me. Maybe I'm a poor judge of character, maybe its just a case of being too trusting or maybe I'm just too native to think i could win at this game or that you would even change.. I don't know but i sure have had enough of your nonsense. I need not stick around and take all that bullshit. Unlike some, I'm totally love myself and I know who I am.
Then agains on a brighter note, this week also made me realise who my true friends were and yupps it really is heartwarming, these little things that they do to show they care, that you matter. =) thanks lovelies.
back to basics
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:39 AM
♣ Friday, April 11, 2008
Omg my life is so messed up and I have no idea how to repair the damage. Crappy shit!
Anyways today's is the last day of work. Heading down to expo to catch the planetshakers concert tonights...hopefully i'll cheer up by thens.
I wish, I wish, I wish all my problems away! =)
laters
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 5:43 PM
♣ Monday, April 7, 2008
Happy 18th Birthday Amanda babe!
gotta rush to siglap for some well deserved good food. I'll blog when i get back..or maybe I won't!
tralalalas
food monster
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:10 PM
♣ Friday, April 4, 2008
just something..
shit happens all the time but if you are really honest with yourself, 80% of the time things ain't always the way it seems like it is from the surface. Seeing maybe believing but heys interpretation is a very tricky thing. Different people have different opinions and alls, thus what you infer from an incident might be far from what the parties involved meant for it to be. Somethings we do might seem totally innocent, but it might offend others. If only we pause to think before acting and if only we remembered that everyone is different, maybe things wouldn't be half as bad as they seem to be nows. Maybe people will not have a chance to pass awful judgement on you. Whenever you know that you have done something foolish and uncalled for, you know that there's always a price to pay. That you just have to take it in your stride and move on. What totally stinks is the reputation that sticks with you afters. What would you do?
gone bad with no return..
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 3:02 PM
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The past week can be summed up in 3 words - busy, fun, tiring. That thus explains my absence from my own blog.
Anyways yars headed down to school for a 3 days 2 nights pre-orientation camp. Praise God that I was blessed with a pretty amazing group where everyone was friendly and not in their little cliches. I just realised that such camps are the best way to get to know more people from around business school . Must join more..i might just get another rocking group for all you know. hahas
All in alls camp was fun stuff but I still ended up leaving camp early on Wednesday and headed down to sentosa with herman, manda and berv. Yupps just the 4 of us sentosa gang! Got food and lunch at vivo before we actually made our way to Siloso where we tanned, got wet, played Frisbee and just relax and chill. Stopped by Palawan beach where we stumbled across Christopher Lee and erm Joanne Peh filming. Amanda was totally ogling lars cans..hahas. Our final stop was at the Song of the Sea's gift shop where we took retarded pictures before heading back to mainland S'pore. It was total fun and even HEALTHY! we should do such stuff more mans..agree?hahas i know you do.
Celebrated both weiying's and amanda's 18 birthday with them by first having dinner at Manhattan and Boss pub/club once again for the partty. It was kinda disappointing that many decided not to turn up and alls but yars oh wells it was still a blast! =) Everyone got high pretty fast and yupps including myself. Baileys shots are the ultimate! don't u agree manda? hahas. Anyways yars unknowingly, things got alittle too hot to be comfortable for some but hey we all know what goes on in the club stays in the club ayes?!? Anyways yars if i stepped on any toes literary or not, just come up and let me know yars so I can apologise or whatever... =)
Shared a cab back with Edgar and yars manda babe, sorry for not heading home with you earlier, my bad..won't happen agains.
Saw a couple of familiar faces and also a few new ones..ain't parties the best way to meet new peeps? maybe, maybe not..to each his own.
Anyhow, Happy 18 Weiying once gains! we'll meet b4 u leave for Taiwan?
Hope you guys liked the cuppiess.
Ohs and I just have to say this, I'm at work nows after like just barely 3 hrs of sleep on the couch and surprise surprise I'm not tired! must be the caffeine. My voice is gone GONE readies though..sob.. Beef noodles after work? hmmm... ;)
just cuz i don't show it, doesn't mean i don't feel it.
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 9:26 AM
