♣ Saturday, November 29, 2008
its 6.30pm now and so far I've had practically ZERO progress with that bloody HTM report due on Monday. Urggh i need a miracle. Where should I start, what should i include. Zomg 10 pages.. somehow I've got a feeling this time I'm totally screwed. There goes my A, flying away. Boo hoo!
approximately 1 hr before I'm meeting silly boy to chill. Yeahness! Maybe my brain just needs a break to generate more creative juices. uhuhs yea that must be it. =D
Ohs and if you haven't heard, my hp went bust on me. It poofed! Bummer shiats! Am thinking of getting my hands on the sidekick phone or something nows..Hmm i wonder if simlim has them. Gotta make a trip there soon.
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:28 PM
♣ Friday, November 21, 2008
Ended up whipping out the plastic one too many times yesterday, buying a whole lot of redundent stuff. Shiats must really control my spending mans. Dammit! Headed down to NYDC at hereen after dinner for the totally addictive newer better brownie and corona beers. That was suppose to be the end of the night but tsk tsk isacc's just corrupted mans. Balcony was next where innerbitions were thrown aside as we shared drinks after drinks. Don't you just love how a person always seem to spill it all when he's had one drink too many? Poor guy wasn't in the best of moods and erms let just say things got alittle too awkward for my liking, but heys cheer up dude yea. All is forgotten alrights. No worries, I had fun being all crazy together. Decided to give dbl0 a miss and cabbed home with isacc instead. Home sweet home at 2am.
zomg at last i've got picture of him. at last.
and he just kept the jugs coming all night...till it treatened to mess us up >>shaits!<<
actually wondered how many drinks our watches could fetch us..retards!
high, happy and every thing's forgotten.
Just did my comm skills posting online and I've got no idea what Mr Shen wants of us. Urggh it's such a pointless subject that just exist to waste every body's precious time and brain cells. Oh wells at least he likes me, so it's not that bad. Still got my HTM report on western Australia's tourism to work on. Eeks it's due on the 1st some more, no time no time! Aiyo!
drinking, shopping, they're all really just weak attempts to fill that void of emptiness inside
broken smile
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 11:33 AM
♣ Thursday, November 20, 2008
skipping training today simply cause I'm too lazy to go. There i said it. Ohwells.
what shall i do tonight since ive given myself an unofficial day off. Dinner with Isaac, present shopping with marcs and his pals, dblO with the ching chang gang or... none of which seems to appeal very much to me as of this moment. Hows? Nahs going home early is not an option cause that's just to sad. boohoo.
Okays I've really got to stop lamenting and feeling all sad and pitiful for myself. Why should I rights? Yups, if he doesn't want to hang out so be it. I asked and well there's a million other people that would love to hang out with me. Nothing pitiful there. hmm yupps.. im determined to have a good time tonight. Isaac you better be good company yea or... hahahs I know you will.
Gonna be working the whole of next week, that means busy busy busy. Eeks! Can't wait to meet up with the old working peeps gains. It's been eons since we last met and they are always such a fun bunch. Can just vision myself suffering from mentos overload! hehs.
i'll ask no more for fear of disappointment
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 3:54 PM
♣ Wednesday, November 19, 2008
After last night, it wasn't much of a surprise that I woke up to a splitting headache, feeling every bit hungover. urghhh awful!
Rushed home from ellsie's place to grab my stuffies before rushing yet again to school for comm skills test. Was alittle late but thank God Mr Shen was very nice bout it. Imagine failing comm skill test just because i forgot to turn up for it. zomg that like total dumb ass! Still I hope i don't do too badly. Once too very often, I found myself stumbling/ fumbling for the right words to put down on the paper. Never again I promise myself will i drink that much before a paper. It's just awful trying to take a paper while nursing a hangover. =S
It's quite funny when i look back at the previous post. To think I thought I wouldn't last beyond 12 that night. hahs, well it's not like Marcs had a hard time persuading me to join them yea. Training didn't go too well and I was still dressed to the nicey because of trading that day, how could i say no when marcs called about some bar he wanted to check out. =D
Met the rest of the ching chang gang at Bar Stop on devonshire. The place is pretty swell! Drinks as promised were cheap. Cheap enough to have kept the trays of shots and house pours arriving on our table. How we even manage to get to ellsie's safely is a miracle, no roadblocks on Monday nights, phew.
Drinks, ciggs, B&Js, gossip, love and poker.
Caught the James Bond movie, Quantum of Solace with Isaac after school today. Was just way too bored and everybody else was well hungover or too lazy to step out. Haiz. The show was utterly boring though. Even Daniel Craig's sexiness can't do much to rescue the show. At least Isacc proved to be entertaining enough. =D Missed Gelare though. Boohoo!!
monday night drinks
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:10 AM
♣ Monday, November 17, 2008
Tired. It's 6pm, im stuck in school waiting for training to start and im fcking tired. Keep catching myself yawning the whole day. Zomg how to climb laters?!? Some more there's internal ranking competition for lead climbing laters!! Zomg im so gonna stink at it and Garrick is gonna scream at me. Urggh psst, im secretly scared stiff of falling off the high wall..especially when lead climbing. What if i don't get to clip my rope before i fall. Zomg hopefully because of that, i'll perform up to standard laters. Pray hard. Ranking competitions are always so stressful..zzz
Got my hair and facial done on Saturday before meeting silly boy for dinner at sketches. The place has gotten alot more popular since the last time ive been there, which is ages. Use to group with the peeps there and fill ourselves silly with their amazing blueberry drink. Good stuff if you like your drink purple and sweet like me! hehs. skyped into the wee hours of the morning with daryl, thus the absence from church the next day which totally set my mother off. zzz parents. Zomg the fuss!
Ended meeting mich at bugis for some shopping before making our way down to suntec's food fair for cheap CHEAP cocktails. Drinks in the middle of the day, zomg girl you're bad influence. hehs but i still love you loads. Did dinner with Isaac before we started our hunt for the ice cream man. Failed miserably, thus the trip to town for tau huay instead. I need my daily dose of sugar. Besides with all that bullshiating, mans... hahahas another late night.
don't think i'll last beyond 12 2day. zzz just wanna sleep.
yawns
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:04 PM
♣ Friday, November 14, 2008
School has been crazy so far. Crazily busy with displays needing to be set up, projects to be done, trainings to attend blah blah... the workload just keeps increasing and in a few weeks, it'll be the mid semester tests too. Eeks! Talk about stressful. But I'm having fun, much fun even though I'm shagged.
Need an energy booster soon. A nice dinner followed by dessert would be totally awesome and much loved. Hmmm yummy...dinner soon anyone? hehs.
Oh yea rushed home to catch the sister before she left for her prom today and zomg pretty! Im like totally envious yet so proud of her. Hehs it's a sister thing, dun mind me. Oh shiats, just got a text from shaofeng and we apparently have to go down tomorrow to do up the window display. Urggh...Friday is suppose to be my off day from school. So disgusting! Now I've gotta cancel my appointment to the hairdresser, or hmm do u think there's time to dye my hair first thens.. wtf total bummer mans. It better not take long, like drag till after 6pm mans. Can't everyone be just alittle more efficient. ZOMG!
the darling little sis...
yea ppl say we don't look alike. doesn't matter
hearts* with love
seriously am i that bimbotic, really?
missyou
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:06 AM
♣ Saturday, November 8, 2008
Spent the whole of yesterday afternoon at Liana's place working on our little project and it turned out pretty, like cuteness gorgeous pretty!! it was madness trying to stick eyes onto the pompom balls but zomg how cute they turned out to be, awws my babies!!! Zomg hahas im losing it. Hopefully they would sell well once operations at 1st Avenue commences. I've got a good feeling about them. Hehs.
Rushed home afters for a change of clothes before meeting silly boy for dinner. Mingles at Big Splash was imply awesome. The food was good, the service was immaculate. Quoting from him, the place is like a Dempsey hill by the seaside. The night was simply gorgeous. Perfect! More trips to Big Splash soon?? =D 7th November, thanks silly. *winks
aiya, its 6.30 readies. Doing dinner with the family and uncle tom's family at rtc. Urggh it's gonna be so dry, thank God the food will make up for it all. Ohs and thanks marcs for the invite, tell the others im sorry, next time maybe. =) Not really in the mood to party and drink the night away. But a nice cuddle and a bowl of dessert..hmmms. Mom promised we'll go shopping tomorrow after church too. Yeahs! Shiats Dad's yelling readies, that's my cue to log off and bolt. ciao.
told you they were cute stuff. picture from eve cause evil dude had my cammie. giggles
happy bubbles
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 5:51 PM
♣ Thursday, November 6, 2008
Missed visual merchandising lecture at 9am this morning yet again. Dear Marcs didn't even need to persuade me much to do breakfast with him, not with VM being so dull and boring and my tummy starving yet again. =) Besides if there's anything ive learnt is that breakfast and a bitching session at mackers with marcs can never go wrong for the soul. hehs. tsk i hate how i can be so easily persuaded. hahas not! that slacker dropped me off skool before heading home for some snooze, refusing to attend classes yet again. Zomg if no one knew better, they would think i corrupted you marcs.tsk tsk. grinns =)
Should i head for training laters? I dunno..its Pt day and im not feeling really good. Girly time of the month. urggghh. Besides im still tire. Yesterday was awesome fun. Smuacks!
Total randomness till next time.
tatas
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 3:20 PM
♣ Saturday, November 1, 2008
so last night was spent out with silly boy. This year's halloween saw me meeting up with silly boi, tagging along to zouk to meet some of his friends, missing ellsie marcs and the rest cause they decided to be fashionable late, heading to haji lane for some shisha and wedges therapy, getting really messed up by the shisha * urggh gross*, throwing some me rules out of the window and making a detour before heading home at 3am. Don't really want to talk about it really. Thinking back...oh wells whatever! Halloween was not what i expected but at least there's still my birthday and Christmas to look forward. Quit brooding over halloween, its passe readies as marcs puts it. =) God, please make december awesome for me. I'm not asking for much, just please don't let it be a stinker. And don't you start judging me and calling me shallow, cause unless you're a Grinch, you don't want your holz to stink too.
Was i really out of line yesterday? Maybe alittle, but not without reason. If you listened and was more sensitive, maybe you wouldn't be so quick to pass your judgement on my attitude. As I tried to find the right words to explain how i was feeling, you already came to your conclusion and i saw no point in trying anymore. There was things i could have said to defend myself and i would have but was it really necessary, i thought not. The night was still young and i simply refused to ruin Halloween. Whatever self control i had went to holding back my tongue and keeping my temper, allowing myself to lose myself with the shisha pipe. I've never been like this, this feeling so strange. vulnerable, insecure, unsure, foreign feeling that you bring out of me. can i really be part of this game. to act with the heart or with logic. Like they say, I've changed. who is tonia, who am i now.
I missed out on today's Climb On competition.
fumbling for the right words
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:16 PM
