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♣ Thursday, February 28, 2008

Done with accounts. Left with retail management tomorrow. Then its time to let loose and enjoy! Orchard here I come! hahahs i miss that place and I miss everyone!!!


make a date with me
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 3:47 PM

♣ Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I'm done with macro economics and business stats.At last! Can't be sure that I'll be able to escape the sub papers this time though. *pouts* I'm praying..praying..real hard!!
Left with Retail Accounting and Retail Management. Not much time left but I'm sure gonna put in my bestest best for the papers. Wish me luck people! =)

say a little prayer
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 7:27 PM

♣ Saturday, February 23, 2008

Why do humans lie? What is the truth and what is a lie? Who can you trust and who is hiding something? Often people lie because they are afraid, afraid that the truth might hurt. But lying always backfires. Not now, not tomorrow but it always does. Believe me. In conclusion, it's best to be truthful always, or rather as much as you possibly cans. Hahas yupps i realised that all in the span of two days. I'm amazed! =)


are you real
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 9:02 PM

♣ Friday, February 22, 2008

hmm there's people out there who are actually sweet!!
Ended meeting David yesterday at the library to study. The truth is, we ended up just catching up with each other and left our books forgotten. I swear the guy is as bad as me when it comes to group studying lols. Felt great hanging out with the guy again after sooo freaking forever. =) Headed down to singtel after that when I found it amiss that I haven't received any sms for the past 2 days or so. Yupps Singtel screwed up agains and I'm being bombarded by people for not replying their sms lols. Crap! Anyways they got me to change my sim card and alls. Hopefully the same prob doesn't crop up gains. I' m so losing my patience. =X

Well at least I got some studying done at Mac's afters like at about 10. Finished about 4 topics of retail management. Felt pretty accomplished but apparently I'm nowhere near my other peers. Everyone I talked to seem to have completed almost everything and here I am just getting started. I'm so totally screwed ain't I!!?!
If only there was a jab i could take to help me focus or something... if only...
Anyways thanks david for the yummy-lious hangen-daz ice-cream. Totally sweet of you. And to Darius, thanks for the lift back home and the prep talk. As much as I hate to admit that you right , I kinda agree with the stuff u said. Stop grinning to yourself alreadys! hahas ;)

Kkays its back to the books for me nows. Got lots of reading up to do if I don't want to end up doing any sub papers. That would be just shitified =D

* thanks all you for just trying to motivate me constantly 2 study.It means alot! =) I'm touched!*

what makes me melt
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 12:36 PM

♣ Thursday, February 21, 2008

What's wrong with me? arghh!
It's the 4th day into study week and I still can't seem to get my head into the game and focus on those darn books. So freaking fustrated with myself cans. And if i was honest, I'll say that im scared. Scared that I wouldn't be able to achieve my targeted grades or even worse, fail a subject. OMG!! Who's the heck actually created exams anyways? freaking saddistic! Don't the people up there realise that exams are totally pointless. Who amongst us actually remembers the contents of a subject that was tested ayes? NO ONE! An average student just cramps as much as he cans into his overpacked brain before 'vomitting' everything out on the exam day. After many years, I've come to realise that exams are not a way to grade a person's intellegence level but rather a test to see who's memory is better. Totally pointless!

Anyways it's Grandma's birthday today. Gonna head out and celebrate with a simple meal later ons. Heading out to study after that. Guess I better go back to staring at those books nows and pray that i catch some ball. Seeya =D

crap! wish i didnt actually skip that many lectures.

**targeted goals for myself**

retail management - A
business statistics - B
macro economics - A??
retail accounting - C+?? ( pls juz let me pass this subject and never see it again)

making the best of what I've got
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 10:33 AM

♣ Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Today marks the 2nd day of study week before the finals. Went for a run this morning around bedok reservior in an attempt to prep myself to study. Yupps i had managed to get my lazy bum out of the house early..and to run no less. Have to say my bod's freaking out of form and alls though. Haiz. =S oh wells.
Its kinda freaking and stressing me out that everyone has started studying and all while ive yet to even begin. So..im gonna get back to the books nows before i regret.

to the guys who are mugging like me... Goodluck!
to the guys that don't have such things like exams being a total pain... LUCKY SHIT! im jealous, freaking darn jealous! =D

re-charged
xton

♥being MYSELF at 9:51 PM

♣ Monday, February 18, 2008

Just got home from hanging out with anfer after church. Caught -p.s i love u- at plaza sing and omg its freaking touching! I totally cried throughout the entire show..that's how good it is. Doesn't hurt that the actors are pretty hot toos. =D hahas headed to manhattan fish market for dinner afters. Can't seem to get enough of that place lols. Ohs and anfer thanks for everything ayes ;) wish i could join u guys on wed.

Crap im super tired. its been about one day after the party and im really starting to feel the after effects of the party. Oh yeahs!.. both physically and emotionally i guess. so screwed!

Shit my throat freaking hurts. Darn! Should have drank more water to keep myself hydrated! oh wells... at least I had fun and got home safely rightts. Going to meet up with some of the crazy people tmr for the after party breakfast gossip session. That means ive gotta go sleep nows if I don't want to be late yet agains. =)

p.s why do i have a knack for pissing ppl off unintentionally? - TOTALLI STINKS!-

pp.s do you think 210 bucks is worth for a C.K bag?


everthing has its set of drawbacks
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 1:02 AM

♣ Sunday, February 17, 2008

omg omg the past week has been totally hectic with revison lectures, presentations on thursdae and of course the little outings here and there ;)
so to cut the story short, Valentine's Day was pretty good. The girls were so sweet giving out little treats and a certain other few individuals were just..OMG! hahas yupps im a happy girl, no complaints! =D

:: the group at gabbie's place::
headed down to gabbie's house after school on Friday for the class bbq. Totally hate Geylang, no offence to gabbie. The place is creeping with disgusting tic-kos cans. There was this guy that kept giving me 'that' look when i alighted from the cab. ASS!
Oh wells apart from that, the bbq was really fun. Really makes me alittle depressed knowing that we prob won't be in the same class next year. More worrying, what if i don't know anyone in my new class. crap! Kkays enough with the emo stuff. Played some blackjack, mahjong, gossiped and alls before we adjourned to Liana's place for the 'after party'.

Im telling you guys, freaking sexay is what her house is lols. Loved the pool, the dogs and the porch is OMG! Don't even get me started on everything else..its as sexay as tim's place can! Took everyone some time to warm up, but after the booze and cards came out, getting into the mood so wasn't the least difficult. Got thrown into the pool by liana's boifrewn right after i dunked manda in lols. Played poker and lost, played bridge and also lost. crap must have been the chivas and jonny walker jamming my brain mans. The baileys was the ulitimate killer. Just became super crazy and unglam after downing my last cup with sim weiying! Prank called some ppl, talk shit and omg i dont even wanna know what else lols. She and manda, they freaking corrupt me i tell you! love them to bits though. =D

:: at liana's:: ;D
Ohs and kudos to darius! If you ever read this page, thanks for the ride back ayes. im like freaking paiseh cans..did i really talk so much shit and sleep like a total dead log. Oh mans i feel ultra unglam! We shld stop meeting at werid hours..i look and behave wayyy better in the day lols ;D

so need my beauty sleep nows..love you guys always.

in anticipation
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 1:40 AM

♣ Monday, February 11, 2008

How has your Chinese New Year been? Good I hope. I simply love such festive periods. Yes and im saying this even after having been awaken every morning since the 1st dae by the thunderous sounds of lion dances. Pretty crazy and irritating but oh wells when else will you get to watch the lion dances. With the red packets, bah kua, house visits, gambling and cheena-rism..can anyone not like Chinese New Year? hahas this is the time to wear all the gold jewelry and let the inner cheena-pok in you shine! =)
Darn, skool starts laters for me agains. total spoiler mans.Im like super shagged out but ohwells at least its only for 2hrs.

Had a crazy Chinese New Year the past 4 days. Went over to uncle peter's place for some hong bao collecting and makan on thurs. Headed back home with my cousins in tow for a small majong session that lasted into the weee hours of the day lols. Tiring mans.
Literally dragged myself over to my mom's sis place the next day. As expected I dozed off there, played blackjack and won lots.
Anfernee, Jay and gang came down on Saturday. Crazy stuff mans. Lost abit, won abit. Some stuff happened that got me thinking. ;)

Just came back from dinner at serangoon gardens with the guys afters derrick's place. Almost couldnt make it cuz of the world war 3 that boke out in my poor tummy in the afternoon. Take my word for it - gastric and cramps so do not go together. =S
The day could have been better, but some stuff happened that got me thinking once again. Ohwells nothing to make me feel better that a good sleep. So yupps tatas people =)


who am i really..

confused and hurt
xton

♥being MYSELF at 1:58 AM

♣ Thursday, February 7, 2008

HAPPY CHINESE YEAR GUYS!!!
This is the 3rd time im typing this post. Accidentally deleated the last two post. Damm sian =(
Today is just soooo not my day. Everything's just so wrong!
Hope tomorrow will be a luckier day. =)
Goodnightts people.


just my luck
xxton


♥being MYSELF at 12:28 AM

♣ Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Emotions! a total freaking mystry. Amazing isnt it how one moment you can be totally ecstatic and happy but freaking moody and unhappy the next. If any of u guys out there know the explanation behind this, please let me know bout it. Hahas no wait, on second thought maebe not. Thanks but spare me all that theories.

Anywias so, me headed down to Arab street after school with weiying, shihui and amanda for some D.I.Y shopping. Totally rocking place. I might even like it more than little India in time to come. hahas so yars anywias you will be surprised with the stuff you can find there mans. We just fell in love with Digvijay Sequins in particular. The uncle was really helpful and it doesnt hurt that his goods were reasonably priced. Got myself some charms, exercised my D.I.Y skills and tada...2 pairs of earring for im not going to tell how much. =D hahas
(ella u will join us next time kkays.missed u lars =] )

Headed down to raffles city afters to meet jer for our little shopping trip. I think my bad luck must have rubbed off onto him toos cuz everything that caught our fancy was either out of sizes or just not worth the price. Darn it! Really wanted to get that white polo tee from Gap lols. Ohs and why why does le coq sportif shoes come only in size 6 and above? what about people with small feet like me??? sians. Yupps so the total haul of our shopping trip = nothing. =S

Ohs and the highlight of yesterday was that... I walked home ALL the way home from Raffles City. hahas i know you guys are impressed ayes..dun deny it =) hehe. I might just have it in me to take part in a marathon this year. Anyone interested to train with me? hahas say bye bye to skinny fats.

Darn i just came across somthing i shouldnt know about. Feeling kinda moody nows. Guess its my fault for peeping and prying where i shouldn't have. Its eating into me even though im looking pretty cool on the outside. Is it serious enough for me to start worrying? I don't know...
Gonna meet the guys for dinner laters. Hope i'lL cheer up by thens.

I almost forgot..Good luck for tmr's TP jer. Relax yars, u're a pretty decent driver. Go easy on the speed though. =D


caught in the middle
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 5:54 PM