♣ Friday, January 18, 2008
in my own little tonia world where projects continue to taunt me 24/7. *pouts
hokays so I'm taking a breather from the projects to blog...do i feel guilty? NO! i so totally deserve this mini break!
so yars anyways I've been chionging retail management project, side tracking to do alittle comm skills project for the whole freaking day. OMG i swear 24 hrs a day is so not enough. I can just feel my brain cells dying from over exertion, over exhaustion and over whatever else. *pouts* Can already feel myself getting pek chek lols..
hais there's no shopping to be done, no ice-cream in the fridge so the only option left to help me de-stress is to really bitch..hahas so yars...
project work can be fun and great stuff only when every individual member contributes. fcking hate it when a certain few people try to leech on others. some people are professional leeches super buai pai seh. some try to leech onto their poor teammates subtly by acting blur or incompetent. arhhhs honestly to me whether you outright blatantly dont do your work, give a million excuses and later produce a way below standard work, its all the same to me mans! i honestly think some deserve to be told off, and ive been pretty polite while going about it so yars why cant erhmmp juz pull up his socks and start contributing to the projects that the rest is slogging their guts over lol. Its so fcking unfair and by contributing i meant producing a work of standard and substance, not some half hearted work! and dont tell me you dont know how to do..learn! your fckin in poly readies lars cans!!omg omg stop leaving other ppl to clear up your shit! ohs and yars stop painting yourself as the bloddy victim here and me the bully. I have yet to be the bitch i can be and i haven't been really harsh on you yets..i have given you lots of chances honestly. fcking enough is enough. so yars im bitching here first to release some pent up frustration before i become really catty and bitchified tomorrow.
hahahs feel better le, so its time to head back 2 the projects. cant really understand what i was typing also so yars dun bother people..i was just bitching everything outta my system. =)
ohs and did i say, I'm really thankful and grateful for the mates who have put in much for the projects. kudos!
cant wait for the projects to be over.
huge hideous eye bags
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:37 AM
