♣ Sunday, January 20, 2008
my emotions have been running amok
feeling the most down at night
I've been trying to keep my temper
unfortunately successful i often am not
if I've hurt you in any way
it wasn't intentional
the little outbursts are often not personal
but often cuz I'm mad at myself
so don't hold it against me
and cut me some slack
hahas kkays i know its probably the worst poem you have ever heard (I've actually heard worse) but anyways yars this kinda summarizes what I've been going through nows. Have been kinda insensitive and un- intentionally hurting people with my words and throwing a hussy fussy fit here and there whenever im frustrated or tired.Argh crap I've been such an awful person. *pfft* I actually hate the fact that I'm so short tempered these days. Might be the stress from school and alls. Definitely hope its not here to stay. Hahas so yars anyways thanks for trying to cheer me up, de-stress me and encouraging me people. It really helps keep my sanity. Really. Omg i realise I'm starting to sound so emo and so erm un-tonia. Werid!
Gonna stop here and get to bed. Church tmr morning...
Nitenites people
stronger than my emotions
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:04 AM
