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♣ Thursday, May 29, 2008

Omg school can be such a total drag at times. Literally had to roll myself off the bed this morning in an attempt to get to myself awake and in school for RBB lecture at 9am lol. The existence of morning classes was created solely to torture me and all that are normal and human. I'm so sure of that. Urggh! This morning was the worst especially since I only got in at about 1am. Got carried away while doing up our masks for the party this Saturday lols. Thinking back, it might have been wiser to actually sleepover at Jocelyn's, especially since it's kinda nearer to school. Ah wells...but I had presentation and draft submission for Public Speaking today so... Maybe next time =)

So anyways yars back to the point, today went pretty well apart for the early morning rush. But that's become such a routine for me I guess it really doesn't matter anymore. Public Speaking was a blast as usual. Surprisingly Mrs Lucas was pretty pleased with me the whole time. Guess that's good news even though it means I'll have to work doubly hard to keep up with her expectations. I can smell the A. Come to mama A, mama needs you come to me! LOL.

Attempted to start on my basics of entrepreneurship proposal just now but omg its remarkably hard cans. Why do they require so much from a subject with only 1 cu truly baffles me. Huhs
Well at least I have the outing to Sentosa tomorrow to look forward too. Can't wait. Friday come quick won't you. Pray hard it doesn't rain. Praying super hard.


getting to skool on time is proving to be expensive
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 11:23 PM

♣ Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Quick Post!

yesterday's dinner at Peranakan Inn was fabulous! The food as usual was deliously amazing and Edgar was hmm shall we say..hilarious. Hahas. Took a bus down to have seligi bean curd before catching Made of Honour afters. Well..it was a extremly pleasant night and that's all im saying ;)
Hahahs hokays im now typing this before I leave the workplace for jocelyn's place. Shucks I'm utterly late but kudos to my knight in shining armour who's coming down to give me a lift. Lurve ya!

rushing just the way im used to
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:49 PM

♣ Sunday, May 25, 2008


I am so darn bored. Period! Life has been crazily hectic always for me..but there are days like today where I find myself not having plans, appointments squished back to back and that scares me. I've no idea how to react when life gets so mundane suddenly..hmm am i making any sense. Omg I need stuff to entertain me. And yes i mean entertain, not irritate. There's a difference between the two alrightts.

Headed back to school in the morning for FARM test, which wasn't too difficult I must say. I could actually do some of the questions which is really encouraging. (its my weakest subject.) LOL! The rest of the day was spent slacking around, first with the church peeps playing bridge and alls and laters with the rock climbing mates at Riverside Point. Yupps I spent almost the entire day watching men and women climbing for the Rock Master event. Some of the climbers were amazing and omg the Tp senior girls are strong cans. Omg I've got to work so much harder.
Went rock shoe shopping but once again came home empty handed. =S

Ohs and check this out..-I was at Clarke Quay and I didn't so much as to have a sip of alcohol. Doesn't that prove that I'm not alcoholic! Hahas and I'm not wild hokays, not even close. I'm just Tonia, me who knows how to have fun. What's so wrong with that? Anyone who thinks I'm totally wild is giving me too much credit. Seriously mans! Urggh I'm so sick of people having the impression that I'm a really wild party animal lols. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. I might just consider stoning at the next party I'm at to drive home my point. We'll see. hehs

I'm not tired but I've gotta be up early tomorrow so its the bed for me nows. Kisses.

will you spice it up
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:55 AM

♣ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Wheee I'm utterly satisfied with myself. If you ever heard me say that training makes me feel bad about myself..well all im saying now is that i've realised that it can also boost your confidence. It's amazing how I almost managed to lose sight of all that made me fall in love with competitive sports training and well ya even rock climbing (recently) lols. Hahas anyways yars..I managed to scale pass the slope and improved by 2 panels today. So utterly proud of myself. For the longest time ever, I thought I would never get past that "Flat Fat Slope" lols. It was really getting on my nerves as I stayed stuck at that same dumb dumb green holds for 2 weeks plus. hehehes now I know I can pass that panel. So happy! So happy! So happy! =D
Guess all that physical training has paid off so far. Without realising, we girls have actually grown closer and also fitter. Yeahness!

no effort is ever wasted
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:14 AM

♣ Tuesday, May 20, 2008


it's after 12 so.. happy belated 18 ella!!

headed down to town with the mom for some shopping therapy and girlie time together after only getting barely 3hrs of sleep. Its craziness having to walk around, with the sun so scorching hot and a hangover to nurse. Take my word for it mans. Shopping wasn't very fruitful as the day's buys include 2 Zara tees and well that's about all. The rest of the many stuff bought were either presents for others, or stuff for every other soul in the family except me. Pouts! I need to shop real soon. Interested anyone?

I so don't feel like training tomorrow. I'm tired. I'm lazy! Arghhh at least there's macs breakfast with my crazy peeps to look forward to laters. Hurrays!
Guess I'll go catch some sleep nows. Been up since 8am and I only got in at 5. I'm spent. Photos will be up soon when i get them.

parttty till the sun comes up
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:13 AM

♣ Sunday, May 18, 2008

rush rush rush! that's what I've generally been doing the past few days. The body feels pretty shagged nows. With good reason too.

Had PT after school on Thursday where we ran like 7+ km at least lol. That's more than our usual run around bedok reservoir. The route taken saw us going from school, pass tamp. mall all the way to some badminton court in tamp. ave 12 and then back again. It was crazy. My poor thighs still ache alittle nows cans. Ah wells at least I feel fit, healthy and bonded more with my fellow climbers. 3 cheers for tonia! =)

Today, or rather yesterday( Saturday) was spent heading out of the house early to meet Manda for our appointment with Mr B. Nice but old guy he is. Totally sweet and not the least intimidating for a lawyer of his capacity. Luck's shining upon us. Rushed down to church for laser quest afters. It was.....awesome AWESOME stuff I'm telling you guys! Was a great way to bond with the other's from YA and also get to know new friends. Grouped with the guys from my cell and mark's crazy army buddies. Felt weird to be the only girl in the team of all guys but that was just initially. Gavin and all are pretty cool peeps to hang out with lars. Had dinner, pooled, had dessert while playing bridge all at parkway parade till bout 12 odd before we made our way back. Great day and I'm really glad I made it for the outing. Imagine what i would have missed? hahahs got to go sleep nows. Got a long day tomorrow with church, Ella's birthday and maybe just maybe a game of captain's ball squeezed into the afternoon. tatas!

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some people are just so 2faced. whatever they do is always deemed right and justifiable but if i so much as to try do the similar i get shot down. Immediately I get judged and disapproving looks are thrown my way. Sometimes even a hurtful comment or so. It's just so freaking unfair that i have to deal with all the shit when people are busy victimising themselves. I could easily break down to tears but heys that's not me so won't you call yourself a man just stop all that bullshit over dramatic act. Every action taken, an excuse is found to justify it. Wth! I can't stand people who are such two faced liars. They lie, they cheat, they flirt but they make it seem like you're the baddie here, that you are at fault for their awful actions and blah blah blah. Enough, I have had enough of playing nice.

love life people. respect
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:05 AM

♣ Tuesday, May 13, 2008



I must say, God has been really good to me these past few days. Yeahness!
The class opened 1st avenue for the semester yesterday and it was hmmm rough at the beginning but ah wells, everything worked out pretty fine in the end. Got to know my new classmaties better as I went around carrying out my "supervising"( very much slacking) duty required of the assistant manager. Yeah yeah..I know I was alittle bossy in the initial part of the day, I tend to get like that when I'm feeling the stress. Hahas and yarsss Jeff Ho was like totally intimidating cans! Overall it was fun and we managed to close with 146 + bucks in sales!! That's a pretty decent job well done for the first day of operations. Cheers to us! =)

Had sports climbing trails for the millionth after school yesterday toos and I'm in. I freaking OMG GOT IN! I'm in!! I was so afraid I wasn't going to make the team when the results for last Saturday's climb was posted cans. I mean honestly, a 6.5 score is quite pathetic. Extremely if I must say. Guess they still see some hope in me. Got to train harder and climb higher from now on, this spot on the team took me way to much effort to throw away just like that. As the coach said, there are many who are just queuing to takeover our places.

Woke up late and was simply too lazy to rush to school for the 9am lecture. According to Manda, Jeff ho didn't cover anything i couldn't read from the notes myself so hahahs thank God. Had RBB in the afternoon and as usual Rochea was nerve wrecking. Damn heng that he didn't find much fault in my presentation on the CDP model lars..especially when we were so unprepared and I went up there feeling pretty much lost. love Rochea! hahahas. Skipped public speaking lecture afters marketing research cause I was lazy and wanted to get home earlier. Lecture ends at 7pm lols so hmm you guys understand lars hor.. Thank God I chose to head home with Manda lars cause Mr B (the lawyer we are suppose to get to do the SAL survey) called us back. And tada we have an appointment with him this Saturday. He sounded like a nice old chap and I really hope he is. Hahahs guess the heavens are really watching over me.

Sushi buffet with the guys tomorrow. Can't wait! It's been ages since I met them all. And f.y.i sushi is healthy and non fattening so i can pig out!! yummy yummy =D

for he is good
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 10:05 PM

♣ Sunday, May 11, 2008

Tonia has been resulted to one of those girls that's constantly watching what she eats, taking note of the calories and such behaviour is totally killing her!!

I so miss Mac's for its Mc Spicy Burger and golden crisp fries, my daily doze of coke and the ice cream I need to have everyday. I'm sick and tired of my new diet. I want my "ou lua", satay and my fries!!! How can anyone diet when there's all these good food staring right in their faces. Totally admire these people for their determination but I also think their crazy, weird crazy. hahas already I have given in to temptation and find loopholes in this so called new diet plan of mine. tralalalalas who cares..hmm maybe I will when I'm cut after Monday's training. Oh wells =0

the yummiest of food is often the most unhealthy
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 9:46 PM

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This morning's trials was horrendous! It was essential that I perform my best at the ranking competition today but alas my climb can be summarised with one word...disappointing. =S
Results are gonna be out this coming Monday. Praying real hard that my performances during the rest of the training sessions so far will be enough to get me through. Hope! Hope!

Rushed to cell at church afters as we had 2 discuss next week's YA games day. Yupps we are in charge and tada- it's gonna be a mini laser quest. Any of you guys interested to come down and play? All you need is to gather a few friends, come down have fun and make lots of other friends! It's 12 bucks per person though...but hey its Laser Quest!!! So totally worth it lars. 2-6.30 pm next Saturday. text me if any of you is interested yars. Everyone's totally welcomed! =) *yeahness!*

Met Jerold for dinner at bugis at the last minute cause me had no dinner at home and he wanted to get out of this apparently utterly boring stuff he was suppose to attend lol. Hahas dinner at NYDC was good stuff with a N.B.Brownie to top it off. Saw Shane there too and that guy had to serve me the brownie with the least M&Ms on it LOL. =) Walked around alittle, relieved some childhood memories before heading back home. Gave home club a miss cause Kai Sheng said it wasn't a big event and wells I couldn't possibly go without my babe weiying could I? oops I'll just make it to the next event! Hmm..guess today wasn't that bad..in fact it was pretty good stuff. **Wheeeeeeheeeheeeee!**

Happy Mother's Day mummy dearest! Loving you to bits always!


see-saws & swings
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 1:46 AM

♣ Saturday, May 10, 2008

today is going to be an utterly hectic day with sports climbing training at 10am in school, followed by cell at siglap and maybe I just might find the energy and the mood to head down to home club afters. Pretty interested to check out the crowd there since I've heard so much. Ah wells I'll decide laters..have to check out who's heading down first or even if I'm alive by that time. =) My bed in beckoning me so i guess that's all. tatas!
**nostalgic flashback**
busy buzzy bee
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:11 AM

♣ Friday, May 9, 2008

hmmm...decided not to blog.
my mood is ruined and im starving.
Oh wells

cuz she's moody
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:16 AM

♣ Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Happy Belated Birthday Anfernee!!

Met up with Michelle, Marianne, jay tan and the birthday boy after school yesterday. It was craziness rushing down I tell ya! Had to like keep changing buses lol. Gave up and took a cab in the end cuz I was late and had no freaking idea where the place was lols. Turns out River view Hotel is just behindGrand Corptone cans. Like omg, I was so near yets..ah wells! Headed down over to Wine bar at Zouk afters. Must have been cuz it was a Tuesday, the place was pretty empty lols. Ma-jiang like graveyard mans. Left after a couple of beers. poo hoo! Oh wells at least I surprised mummy dearest. She like totally expected me to be home like wayy late, definitely not 12 am.
Hmm I'm feeling pretty tired anyways, from school and rock climbing tryouts that is. It's been like 3 days since my last tryouts?? and OMG OMG my muscles are still aching cans!! Unbelievable rightts!! I am so outta shape. And yars I know I barely made the cut this time. There's PT on Thursday and more climbing to be done on Saturday morning...I'm so busted this time. It's just so wasted if I get cut after surviving the previous 2 cuts rightts. Haiya..but arhss its gonna be tough, real tough since their going to continue cutting people each time. From an initial 370 to 100 to the present 80 odd to the ideal 35 by next week!! 35!! 35!?!? I have to get fitter and lighter fast! Its like a race against time lol. That means no more snacking, no more super oily food like Macs after 8pm. I'm gonna start treating this body of mine right! Guess that means I ought to cut down on the parties and booze toos.. Omg this so better be worth it!

Shit! I late in meeting Manda gains. Suppose to meet her at 1.30, Raffles. Gotta rush people. Ohs and Bon Voyage Liew! =)
cuz life's like that
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:29 PM

♣ Sunday, May 4, 2008

Friday at Shaun's was pretty great. Had a nice dinner and played asshole "tai di" through the night. Was fun just meeting and catching up with everyone after so long lols. Hope none of you got food poisoning and yars if you did..well you know its your weak tummy to be blamed, not me! wahahaahaha! *grins* I'm so gonna miss you guys when your school starts. boo hoo!

Anyways moving on, Liana's party last night was awesomeness! Thanks babe, it was good stuff. ;) Had to leave early though..unfortunately. Oh wells i guess it's for the best considering how high we were. I would have gotten myself utterly wasted if Amanda didn't pull me home. Hope the rest of you girlfrewns got home fine. =)

Today is a boring day. Stayed and am staying at home the whole day. Just been watching movie after movie on the net before dinner starts. I've gone through Coyote Ugly and The Hottie and The Nottie. I know my life sounds really sad but yars, can't really bring myself to do anything else. It's school again tomorrow and I've got 2nd round of tryouts for sports climbing. Wish me luck lots people.

Hmm guess that's enough of randomness from me. You know I lurve ya! Kisskiss

it takes time
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 2:24 PM

♣ Friday, May 2, 2008

Yeahness! Despite being utterly out of shape and alls, i managed to get through the first round of trails held on Wednesday. I had better shape up if I want to make it through the 2nd round and get into the sports climbing team. Oh wells we'll see. My arms are utterly aching and protesting against anymore climbing lols.
Headed out just nows with Berv and Herman to Haji lane. At last ayes! Sobs, many shops were close though. Oh wells at least the company was totally fun. Miss having the guys and everyone in the same class. I'm actually pretty quiet in class nows..and when Tonia's quiet, you know somethings not right. =S
Having financial management tutorials laters at 9am. I so am not looking forward to it. 9am tutorial with Irene Chan and a whole lot of accounting...crap I so am gonna stink at this subject. It's amazing how the school manages to torture me with subjects like that every semester. First retail accounting 1, then RA 2 and now this! triple pfft!! ah wells at least I have the makan session with the guys at Shaun's place in the night to look forward to.
Guess I had better catch some sleep nows. tatadodos sweeties! =)

life's like that
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:08 AM