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♣ Sunday, June 29, 2008


Didn't do the slightest bit of justice to myself at yesterday's competition. It was like totally nerve-wrecking. An emotion I'm not very accustomed to. Tummy was feeling all churnny and well let's just say having a million pairs of eyes staring at you and people expecting you to do well so does no help whatsoever to the situation lol. Years of being in competitive sports like track and dragon boat doesn't even prepare or guarantee you the next spider man title. I'm totally out of my element here. Honestly, if you wanna know, I'm really not used to not being up there in the team. I've always pride myself in excelling in my chosen sport but this time... Usually I'll be like really focused and well lets just say nothing much gets between me and trainings. It's a different story nowadays.


Had some alone time today and I was just thinking, what is it that matters to me these days, what do I want in life and what am I doing these days. Hokays don't get me wrong, I still am sure about what I want in my life, my goals and stuff..it's just the tiny details which i need to figure out.

Everything feels so overwhelming these days. Trainings, grades, projects, parents, people, omg which takes priority, who should i listen to and blah blah. I kinda get the feeling that I'm losing myself in the process of everything. It's time to step back a moment and regain my focus. Now, im just all over the place and no I do not like feeling like that. As much as I come across as a slacker, I do care and mind alot. It irritates the hell out of me that I can be such a perfectionist at times? Is it even legal to have such spilt personalities?? Yupps I definitely need to find myself, pronto.


Hahas well at least shopping is always good and uncomplicated. =) Saturday's retail therapy bonding time with the mom was THE BEST!! Awesome, totally lifted up my moods from the pits. GSS is the absolute best and I've got bags and bags of good buys to prove just that. LOL. Went for facials which was kinda dumb when you remember the fact that my face is still healing and I absolutely refused to let the lady getting anything on that area of the face. One can never be too careful, but well it was great being pampered and all. Does wonders to the soul and mood I'm telling. =) Trust me. Met many familiar faces the entire day. Guessed everyone wanted a piece of the sales, or may i rephrase- a piece from the sales. OMG retardedness me.


That's the cue for me to stop typing and start digging the freezer for that tub of ice cream before I get totally corny and so retard that i scare you guys off this page.
in the process of self definition
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 9:27 PM

♣ Friday, June 27, 2008

So i got off school early today. And I must say that's a nice welcomed change. Grins* Have been staying back in school till pretty late (like 10pm) almost everyday for the past week, training, training and training some more for the competition tomorrow. Some of the other garang mega entu. people apparently stayed back today also just to help out and stuff. I salute and admire them but I need a break from all that climbing. My muscles need a break. LOL.

Anyways so ya, decided to head down to town with Manda for some well deserved retail therapy. Shiok mans! I haven't been to town in ages cans and its the GSS season some more. Made a beeline for Zara and psstt.. if you haven't heard, they are having a sale NOW! Had a ball of a time picking, trying and discarding stuff with the babe. Awesome time. Managed to lay our hands on some really good buys. Got a skirt and shirt while she got her jacket. Going back tomorrow to get the other one in grey. So better hurry down people, before the sizes run out.

Walked around town some more and saw this really pretty DKNY flip flops on sale. $99 bucks. I'm so getting it if you're not..you hear that babe. =) LOL continued shopping by myself even after the girlfrewn left. The sales were simply too irresistible. Ended up buying bracelets and clips from accessories, stuff from the better toy store and this cute tee from blackjack. Saw Jay and Daryl in the midst of all that damage I was doing to my bank account. Was suppose to meet the Dad at tanglin afters so I could hitch a ride home, but that busy man apparently had some other dinner appointment so ya it was just going to be me and a boring bus ride home. Lucky Daryl you were still around. Great catching up with you guy and ya thanks for "saving" my wallet and my soul with coffee ayes. Ohs what would I have done without you.*roll eyes.LOL! hahahs but it was fun people watching and stuff. U're such a himbo but love always.

Great day, great dinner. Going to head back into the shopping frenzy with the mom in tow after the competition tomorrow. Still got loads of stuff I wanna get. Wish me luck guys. Pray I'll be better ranked this time. Kisses!

next to you I'm sane
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 8:45 PM

♣ Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I'm feeling the love, with everyone showering me with concern, offering loads of advice regarding the bruises on my face. Thanks loads people. I'm feeling all fuzzy and warm inside. What is really funny though is how each individual reacts after they noticed the bruises. Some just stare..yes you I can feel your stares lol, some become all sympathetic, while some think its pretty hilarious. LOL. Even the lecturers and tutors are talking. I'm wow-ed. As Amanda remarked, I'm probably as famous as she is with the tutors now mans. So much for keeping a low profile. zzz
Ohs its total throw face when I have to correct the fact that my wounds were a result of an unfortunate blading accident when almost everyone immediatly assumes that I got thrown of a motocycle or something as recklass. =S paiseh!!!

have been staying back to boulder in the school's rock gym for a couple of days nows. Yesterday was no exception. Trained till about 7 odd before I left school to meet up manda for some well deserved makan at siglap. Had waffles at Gelare which were awesome but wayy too jialat! One serving is too much for me. Hehs. Had a great time catching up with the girlfriend, just chatting and laughing our asses off. Apparently I had missed Liana, but oh wells at least we saw her "best friend". you know who..**raise eyebrows** hahahs she's quite fake and I don't like her much. Lols. Anyways ya, we were nice, said our hellos and moved on. =) Wanted to have beef noodles but instead decided on Macs for dinner instead. Yes yes i agree its kinda weird to have dessert then dinner..but I was hungry!! Very Hungry in fact. Side note: manda thinks i eat like a cow, but I beg to differ...im simply a growing teen. LOL

Started to make our way back at about 10pm when I thought the friends my parents had over at the house should be gone. Didn't want to be in, helping them entertain. Just wasn't in the mood.
Suay though, guess I couldn't miss the inevitable. Still had to play all niceness, sitting down and smiling, answering the tons of questions from those uncles and auntie for about 15 mins or so before they left. PEACE! =)

Today, like every Wednesday is the self proclaimed holiday. And it's disgusting that I have to make an exception and be in school laters. Apparently there's some Rock Climbing Clinic for those outside of the team that are taking part in the competition on Saturday. Suppose to assist and guide them. Hope its as slack as it sounds. Got a long day tomorrow with my public speaking presentation to boot. I'm not even prepared. Shit! Can't seem to stop procrastinating. That's really bad seeing that so many assignments are due soon. Urgghh work work work.

Shall go and take my time to get ready. Can't really be bothered to go for MR lecture. What a waste of time. SMUACKS!

the end of the rainbow...
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:46 PM

♣ Sunday, June 22, 2008

Craps! missed church yet agains. Really should stop doing so before it becomes a habit. A very bad habit lols. Got home pretty late agains last night, at about 4 plus in the morning. And no i wasn't clubbing. Absent for both Yoji and the Jamie's Fashion Show. Wasn't in the mood or the sate to club with the face so battered and school starting like tomorrow and alls. Met up with Berv, Herman, WY and SH for dinner at Manhattan's after cell instead. It was just like the old times. Simply nostalgic! =) Too bad the rest of the ching gang couldn't join us.

Wanted badly to catch a movie afters since we weren't going to club and the night was still young. But omg the shows were packed, especially so for 'Don't mess with the Zohan'. Ended up heading down to Starbucks to chill while waiting for our show at 1.40am lols. Well at least the two hours were fun and totally nonsensical. Well with coffee, loads of whipped cream ( i wish there was more), bridge and US..what do you expect besides craziness rightts? Hahahs LOL. ;)
Anyways the show is awesome stuff! Slightly crude but mega MEGA hilarious! You guys should totally catch it if you haven't. Trust me.
just the four of us..

Got nothing much on tonight, seeing that I didn't join the rest of the rock climbing peeps at Pulau Ubin today. Kinda am disappointed but..ah wells. Long day at school tomorrow with store management and training afters. Guess I'll know if I'll be able to still compete on Saturday tomorrow when i test the walls. I want this badly but yet I'm worried what if I scrap my face against the wall or I can twist my feet cause my knees are so fcking bruised. It's a mixed feeling. Kinda like how I miss school and can't wait to go back but then again hesitating when I think about all that school work already piling up and now the condition of my face too. That's life. =) Oh wells at least store management means major good time to catch up with Amanda darling. Haven't seen that lady in agesss! LOL.
Oops I better go get ready. Am suppose to be going out with the family for dinner. Family bonding time..Hmmm maybe it'll be a good time to ask for an allowance increase. Dad seems to be in a pretty good mood and those taxi fares, makan sessions, blah blah blah is really pulling at the resources. Since when did things get so expensive. Crazy mans. =X

attention of the wrong kind
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:13 PM

♣ Saturday, June 21, 2008

Omg omg I'm disfigured! Shit no joke, and I'm actually pretty scared alrightts. Call me superficial but omg what am I going to do if my face doesn't recover? What's gonna happen to me. I'm like so young, I'm single still, I'm a girl. Omg omg omg!!!I'm hyperventilating! Hokays calm down. Tonia you're freaking yourself out. Chill. I'll see the doctor tomorrow and see what he says. Be damn if it takes a injection to make things better, I'll take it.


Anyways ya distracting myself from that horror, today was a pretty good day otherwise. Headed to east coast with the family to work those muscles. I trained hard, blading for almost 4 hrs and i did my sets before leaving the house. All in a bid to make up for my skipping of training and meeting up with with dustbin and jerm ( private joke) instead. At least it was fun. Kung Fu Panda was awesome.


Alot have been on the mind recently and now i ain't even sure if I'm fit enough to compete at Rockamania next Saturday. What happened today doesn't make things better.

Will everything be alright? Tell me it will. please
me and the sister. the bruises juz got worse
its the simple things like candy that cheers me up. always
tell me its only temporary. insecurities


Thank God I didnt break anything though. Though i kinda am wishing maybe i did instead. At least my hand will be in a cool cast instead of me parading my brusies on my face for the world to see and stare. Omg! Sorry guys. Looks like i'm not going to make it to st james or MOS tonight, or to the outing with the work peeps on wed night, or any party for that matter. Craps! This is pure torture. I'm scared.really.

will you be there, at the end of everything
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:08 AM

♣ Thursday, June 19, 2008

Training is at 6pm laters, about 2 hrs from now and I am so not in the mood to go. I'm actually entertaining thoughts of skipping training and maybe go pool with Shiun or something. Hokays, that's bad, negative thoughts..shoo! FOCUS Tonia! Remember the competition is soon. Next week soon. Urggh my muscles are still sore and I can feel my toes getting retarded from being squished into shoes one size too small. All that plus all the partying I did last night...omg can training wait???
Anyways ya, last night was pretty awesome. Started the night by heading down to St. James to meet my lovelies. The initial plan was to check out the dance floor at Powerhouse, down the 5 complimentary drinks and head to zouk by 12am. Surprise surprise though, powerhouse was hosting the Mr Singapore competition...so things got thwarted alittle with us drinking,checking out the hot bods, drinking some more, dancing, ousting some ' i think I'm hot and can boogie so well' fat laday of the platform, and drinking even more. The drinks at St. James are awesome I'm telling. They serve pretty good stuff and not the diluted stuff that you always seem to get elsewhere. not surprisingly, by the time we were out of there at bout 1 odd, we could barely keep our heads together. I was like totally high thanks to miss Madavan lols! So much for cutting down..haiz.

Zouk was packed shit as usual but omg I still lurve that place best! Mambo-d cause phuture was packed max apparently. And omg enlighten me on why mambo is so utterly popular. It's plain weird in my opinion. Guess it's not really my thing huhs. Ah wells, stayed on till we actually managed to get into phuture. What a relieve. If I had to stay in mambo a minute longer... Omg omg! Saw a couple of familiar faces here and there, met up with Kals and headed for supper before hitching a ride home with the guys. Thank God for nice east side living friends. Hehs =)

pictures from the night~ ask me for the rest
marine parade has the hotest guys! hoots!its us crazy four gains!
 who said we were the only ones
high, noisy ,falling of seats

Better go get ready for training nows before I'm late agains. Captain's not going to be around today though. =S
tatats. Lurving u people always.
charm me, not irritate me and...
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 4:38 PM

♣ Wednesday, June 18, 2008

My muscles are aching from all that training. Gave the body and myself a break from training today. Lazed around, worked on my public speaking presentation speech due next Thurs. Gonna head out with the girlfrewns for ladies night in a few hours time. What to wear, where to go. Hmms...
Oh wells, should really stay away from the drinks. I think I drink too much. Not good not good. =S

oozing sexayness
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:06 PM

♣ Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Awwws crap have you overdosed on can tuna before. Take my word, the feeling awful! Got back from training at only bout 11pm odd cause I decided to take the bus instead of cabbing. Wrong move. The bus ride took forever and omg do you know how torturing it is to take the bus through katong when you're starving. Was really tempted to alight at a couple of stops just so to ta-bao something delicious back for supper. Nasi Lemak, Chicken Rice, Mac's and Prata. Omg tempting cans. But I tahan-ed, well until I was home that is. Wasn't going to have supper but it's really totally hard to resist food when it's right in your face lols. hahahs ended up finishing 1 packet of instant noodles and 2 cans of tuna mayo. I didn't eat much the whole day lols. Overdose of tuna!! Urghhh do not give me any tuna the next few days, I'm grossed out! LOL.
Heading back to school for training in the rock gym laters. I'm quite screwed. I thought that Rockamania was like going to take place end July but nooooo the competition is like 28 JUNE!!!! That's like next week not next month! Omg sometimes even I'm astonished by my blurriness. Any hows I've got to start training hard if I want to get a good ranking at this com. Rumors are that those who fail to perform will get cut from the team. Shitness! KKays got to go wake the sister up to have breakfast with me. Love you people.
Ohs lastly, see the sexay climbing shoes. Decided on Rock Pillars in the end. right choice? we'll see..at least it looks good. Hahs!

pearl lace-ups. my new toy =)

xxton
♥being MYSELF at 9:38 AM

♣ Monday, June 16, 2008

Hmm seems like I haven't blogged in quite awhile. The past week has been hectic, Tonia hectic, with work taking up most of my time. A typical day started at 7.30am and ended at about 11 odd or later. Physically and mentally draining as it was, it was still a blast.. I mean how often do you get to be up close with the minister's Hot bodyguard, take a picture with the President and drink wine all while on the job rightts? hahahs of course i'm leaving out the not so glammie parts where we had to slog and when my feet started to hurt after tottering around in heels for the whole week. LOL.

Anyways yars, work's over for me and that leaves me about just a week more to let loose and chill before I get caught up in the whole school, projects and exams treadmill again. Celebrated Bryan's birthday at MOS on Friday after work. The company was great and so were the drinks..but omg the crowd that night was ewwww. C.M.I.!!! Maybe it was cause everyone was a zouk that night? Hmm..anyhow so I'm getting sick of MOS. Please lets party at Zouk next time. Ohs I met a couple of familiar faces like Jun Hong and Desmond at Smoove that night though. Charm darling came down with ed too so I guess it wasn't so bad bad. Missed supper with them though. Wasn't really in the mood.

Ohss Ohhs and ya..I got my camera at last! Decided on a Canon instead of the Sony Cybershot cause apparently, Canon's picture quality is better. Too bad that they were left with the sliver colored ones only though. Poor Bryan was the victim of my indecisiveness lols. We had to walk about a million times up and down between the Sony booth and the Canon one before I actually could decide and made my purchase. Well that's just girls for you I guess. =)

I'm feeling mega lethargic but there's training in school laters at 5.30pm and Ive yet to get my rock climbing shoes. Mad rock, 5-10 or rock pillars? crap i must make a choice again. (randomness: i just thought of RBB! wahaha GO FIGURE!) Shit its 2.40pm readies. Better go get ready if I want to get my shoes in time for training. Tatats! =) smuacks!

smile for the camera
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:13 PM

♣ Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I like working, but I'll have to admit that its taking a toll on me this time around. I've been like working till at least 1am the past few days and that's no fun. I'm so deprived of my beauty sleep. Tired looking, bad complexion and a totally spent body. Urggh so not prettay. =S Realised that I tend to get very emotional when I'm suffering from lack of sleep. Caught myself at the brink of tears or on the verge of losing my temper many times today. Especially so when my manager threw her tantrum on me. Sobs. Ah wells things was better afters though. We had a Welcome Dinner for the delegates of the conference tonight. Many big shots like Senior Minister came down to grace the event. Stress cans. Had to go through so many security checks. But it was pretty cool toos that we got special treatment as organisers lols. Ohs oohs and the personal aide of SM is damm hot cans! He's like so tall, so manly and omg when he smile..can melt i tell U! hahahs just proves that I lurve guys in uniform. LOL.

Going to sleep nows. Got to be at Suntec by 7am. Another long day ahead. Can't wait for Friday.

food is comfort
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:21 AM

♣ Monday, June 9, 2008

Oh my gosh..Ive got so many stories to blog about..where shld i start mans. OVERLOAD!
bare with the really looong post... I need to get them all out of my system lars or I'll go haywire! LOL!

anyways yars..so I've started working agains and omg my first day back, on Saturday and i worked like 16 freaking hours straight. Luckily I had the crazy people working with me. Can always count on them to make work fun and enjoyable lols. Boo hoos..had to cancel a few appointments though. Sorry Shiun..we'll pool another day yars? =) Thank God I made it to meet Basil though. Almost missed him cans. Was suppose to meet the guy for supper at Simpang bedok but workload was simply crazy. Managed to get off only at 1am! Like damm paiseh cans, make the guy wait so long for me. He was even on the way home le when I was at last done. But you came down afteralls and omg that's so sweet cans. grins. Had prata at joo chiat instead before walking home. =) Tonia's a happy girl! hehs. We so got to meet earlier though next time round. 3am is really kinda late.
Hokays enough of Saturday.

Sunday went by with me being a really filial daughter, accompanying my family to Suntec to shop. Hahahs I make it sound like I hate it but I honestly don't. Shopping with your parents is the best in my opinion. Agree? Lol I had a blast at GAP. Loot for the day, slippers, jackets and 2 new baggies =) I lurve GSS!
Only regret was to invite the cousin along. Omg she is like...i can't think of anyway to put it nicely. She was like dragging us down cans. Could have completed Marina Square and Raffles too if she wasn't with us lols. Ohwells.

I'm still at work nows. Skipped training agains. Shit I going to be so far behind everyone else when I actually do go back. Eeks hows?! Only consolation is that my captain is being really nice. Eeks me alittle that he keeps calling me a party girl lol. Other than that he's like...hahahs omg I'll leave the gushing bout the captain part to another day. Remind me. LOL. I'm hungry hungry..waiting for jay tan to ta bao back.

Will be working at Suntec from tomorrow till Friday. That means more shopping after work if the event doesn't end too late. Ohs and I'll get to pop into the IT fair too. Good good. Shall see if I can get my camera there. Still deciding. =)

busy but happy
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:20 PM

♣ Friday, June 6, 2008

wheeeee!!! the exams are over at last. in my opinion 4 papers, one week..omg utter torture. Now that its the holidays..shall i say bye bye school, hello PARTIES!! hahas yupps I'm high, i know. Have been this way since this morning. Kinda feels like as if i'm on drugs or something. Well not that I've tried though. Just a metaphor. Ohs and i scored some work at the old company. Going to help them prepare for the upcoming conference. Guess that means Ive settled my programs for the whole of next week. Its weird i know but I actually love working. Its even better seeing that they pay me pretty decently. Party,work,party...hahahas shit I'm high!!!

Okays got to got get ready to head out. It's the sister's 16th birthday today and I'm going to dispatch my duty as a good sister. Watch and learn people! Hahahs so before I go...

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SHONA!!!!
love you loads even though u get on my nerves most of the time
guess that's what little sis do

I'm a free girl
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:35 PM

♣ Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Spent the day studying RBB with manda at parkway. Omg there are people who get GPA's of 4.0??? u can get that? Omg so stress so stress! I need to buck up and stop slacking if i even want to catch up with them. Oh no, guess that means i should be getting back to the books and stop blogging. But before i go..here are the pictures i promise. Enjoy peeps.

helen darling and mua!
we're as different as our masks are, but pretty all the same charm.edmund.ton. pretty pictures
lastly..not forgetting me with the birthday boy!

whipped cream

xxton
♥being MYSELF at 8:30 PM

♣ Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I've honestly got no idea why I'm online blogging instead of mugging since if memory serves me right..Ive got a paper at 5pm laters. omg i think I'm losing my mind. Tonia focus! hahas so ya anyways its store management laters. I honestly don't know what to expect from the paper since this is the first time Jeff Ho is teaching us lols. It makes me feel all jittery. Hopefully I'll be able to do well for this paper seeing that i screwed up yesterday's lol.

Hokays i guess i better go get ready and get out of the house seeing that I'm so easily distracted at home. Ohs and yupps before I forget and you say I don't appreciate you..thanks Daryl for the bottle of herbal tea. hahahas I know i sound pretty unappreciative here but honestly I'm utterly grateful. I think the auntie scammed you though cause I'm still coughing my lungs out. Hahahs well its the thought that counts and it was utterly duper sweet of you. Who knew mans. Hahahs now I know why i have lurve you always bro, yes even when you come banging on my door at 8 in the morning. Lol. I owe you one.

Ohs and i must say this! Tng, the love letters you got from Hong Kong are amazing! THANK YOU THANK YOU! I simply couldn't resist and finished them at last! It's GOOD STUFF!! I'm addicted! hahahs anyone going to HongKong soon?? hehs

so small yet utterly heartwarming
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 1:07 PM

♣ Monday, June 2, 2008

Happy 21st joshua! =)

Marketing research was such a pain to take lols. Omg I'm praying I'll scrap through by luck or God's grace. Pray Hard!! Anyways 1 down, 3 to go. Simply can't wait for the papers to be over and done so I can start hanging out, partying and alls gains. Can u believe I have yet to get anything from the great Singapore Sale. Unbelievable shit! I'm missing out on loads.
Time please pass faster. =)

Anyways randomness dun you think the vespa is the absolute sex! Please daddy can I have one?! Pretty please.
addicted to oj's and timtams
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:21 PM

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Okays quick rant! Im so fcking pissed~!

I'm suppose to be studying nows but hey guess what I got a phone call and nows I'm seriously screwed up. You had to call and piss me off once again and its not like you don't know Ive got a paper tomorrow. Honestly in my opinion you're a total ass. I didn't need to hear all that bullshit. It'll all in the past nows. Its over so stop bringing it up already. Move on! Call me selfish but do not make your problem mine. I've simply got too much on my plate without your childish nonsense that you're throwing my way. I'm being very blunt here but I figured I need to get this out of my system or I'll be a wreck. Fucking grow up already will you. Stop blaming me for your messed up life. You can always do something bout it if you want to. If you calling always messes me up and makes me a total emotional wreck i rather you not call. Just fucking get out of my life if you are going to remain this way. I can't be friends with someone like that. It takes too much energy and I simply don't have the time or Patience. Its unfair and hurtful some of the stuff you say. I've tried to brush it away or just look past them but enough is enough. Stop freaking victimising yourself to gain sympathy cause I'm not giving any. Take a reality check. Just because I'm not complaining or pestering you and continuing on with life like it is doesn't mean i wasn't affected by all that happened. I'm hurt, i cry myself to sleep, i busy myself and i also move on instead of getting the whole darn world involved in my problems. Call me cold hearted or even a bitch as you have but I think that at least I'm being mature here. at least I'm realistic and practical. At least I'm considerate enough.Urgghhh so utterly pissed. So not mood to study now and ive only completed the first 2 chapters. Fuck I'm just going to sleep and what are the chances I'll be able to do the paper tomorrow.=S URGGGHHHH! Dammit i hate it when you do this to me. I hate even more that i let you. Stupid me.

totally lousy and beaten
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:12 AM

♣ Sunday, June 1, 2008

It was Sentosa with my darlings Manda, Berv and Herman after school on Friday. It was great to just lay back on the sand chilling, catching up and basically fooling around. Didn't actually realise how much I miss us hanging out together like the old times, till then. Stayed on the island till dark just so we could catch the songs of the sea show but ales it was cancelled due to technical difficulties apparently. What a bummer. =S You guys should have seen the chaos that the announcement brought about lols. Sheer entertainment! (i'll upload the clip once Manda passes it to me)

Moving on, I actually managed to stop procrastinating and got my fatty ass out of the door to meet the guys to study yesterday. Marketing Research is a total pain and it so doesn't help that I do not have the full set of notes. Urggh thinking bout it just makes me mad. I should start considering printing my own notes since paying someone to help me get it down doesn't seem to be working. Oh mans i miss my old class. Everything was so un-troublesome, un-fustrating then.
Rushed down to Joshua's 21st party later in the evening. It was pretty cool with majority of us in costumes of some kind to fit his movie themed party. It was hilarious and I got to know the church peeps slightly better. Some of them are really cool people i must say. And this is why I love parties. Hahas once again pictures will be up once i get them.

Met charm afters cause it was still to early to head home. Caught up with each other by the road at raffles. Was really great to finally meet up with you bestie. So much to tell yet so little time. haiz next time next time. Sorry that you couldn't come down today though. Cheer up yars babe things cannot get any worse. I know that you're tougher than that. But in any case I'm here if you need to... Ohs and anfer sorry i couldn't head down to zouk to join you. I bet Ed banger was awesome. urghh was so tempted to head down lols but must have self control. Tonia do not give in to temptations. No! The exams start tomorrow and I so don't wanna fail. Gotta keep reminding myself of that. =3

Gonna hit the books hard nows so wish me luck! =) Coffee delivery service anyone? Chicken essence also can. hahahas

smiles and giggles
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 2:38 PM