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♣ Friday, July 4, 2008

OMG!! you always find some way to piss me off don't you. Arggh I tried to be nice and civilised to you because I actually felt bad and yes because you're leaving soon. But oh mans don't take advantage of that. Please..please quit bugging me is it so difficult. It ain't attractive when you're all desperate, I've told you so. You want things to be alright between us, and it is. Well maybe it was a moment ago, now I'm not so sure. It's always like that. Things get better, then you come around and screw it up for yourself, for us again and again. I like for us to be friends. I sincerely do, but please I'm asking, keep your actions in check. You don't see any friend out there that is behaving this way. I detest the way you call a million times. Hate how you resort me to switching my hp off just so you can't call. I am not obligated to take your calls and listen to your crap. Neither do I wish to. Not now and I can't promise you soon. Chatting with you always results in me feeling totally crappy and screwed up. I don't need any of that. So I'm asking again, nicely, stay away. At least till you cool off me. I can't deal with all the negativity that you're channeling my way now. Not now. I don't need this. I'm being as civil as i can. My patience is thinning out. Clean up your act before I get seriously nasty. It's not a threat, its a warning. I'm sure three weeks away will do you good. Maybe just maybe I'm hoping, you'll grow up and come back more mature, more sensible. You're a nice fella, i hate to screw this friendship up.

Take care and Bon Voyage

Urggh quit calling me a million times. I'm not picking up!!! It's fcking irritating!
♥being MYSELF at 1:14 AM