♣ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
adopted a very pro family good girl image today, heading home after school and asking to join the family to have dinner out. Well seeing that I'll be out for what's left of the entire week, it seems wise to get into the parents' good books now, to facilitate my plans for the next few nights. =) lol i know what you guys are thinking mans...I'm really not all about scheming little plans just kkays, i guess I kinda do miss them alots too.*grins. really lol. Dad was just talking about how little of me he has been seeing and gosh! i do seem alittle behind on the little sister's news. Well, at least dinner was fun. =)
On a more serious note, the semester is ending soon with the finals in approximately one week+ time?? Kinda gotten back most of the coursework grades readies with only a few tutors keeping mum still. Urggh can't they just get on with it and tell us readies. I mean, that way I'll know how hard I actually have to mug for the papers to achieve the grades I want rights. Make sense?
Personally I felt that RBB proved to be both a surprise and yet also a disappointment. Surprise being that we actually got a B for our report seeing that it was a pretty rushed job, we didn't consult him and well I thought there were actually a few points that could have still been added in. Yupps and there's also the heart wrenching disappointing moment I felt when he told us just how close we were to an A grade. If only we paid more attention to the details and a million other what ifs.. haiz. Even so, thank God for the B. Really it was by his grace and I guess a B is pretty good stuff. But still zomg the coveted A grade! It's so frustrating how this semester has been barren of A's for me.
Gosh sometimes I feel like I expect so much of myself. I'm starting to think maybe, just maybe deep down inside, I'm actually a true blue geek. LOL. Yea i do realise that I can be such an overachieving, over expecting thus overbearing human at times. Amazing that that is even possible seeing what a slacker i am usually mans. My gosh, what happened to the tonia that swore to live by the motto of expecting little so she wouldn't get disappointed much. Life definitely seemed more peaceful then. Zomg, I'm losing my mind here. I'm having a totally nerdy moment nows!!NERD ALERT!! eeks! ;X
LOL so I've should probably, no I've gotta work had and mug for the final papers. Especially FARM, seeing what a disaster that coursework grade turned out to be. =S But but, yea the ever present BUTS...zomg I can't concentrate. How am I suppose to study hard if I can't even get myself to sit still with my notes for more than 10 effing minutes. Must concentrate but but but..can't la. Alamak! How about a kiss from you, it might help? ;) No? Lol maybe I'll get into the mugger frame of mind when the dates draw closer. Next week sounds good. yea next week maybe. Ciao and its back to my OC re-runs.
sugar spice and everything nice
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 8:58 PM
