Cruse nightmares. It's pretty retard and already silly boy and Daryl have been poking fun at me, so ya I'm not blogging its contents. ung ung Nopes!
Woke up all sweaty and frightened yet agains at 4plus this morning. I wanted to call you but I held back and called another instead. Maybe it's cause I figured you'll be asleep or maybe cause I didn't know what I was to say and feared to disturb you. But I'm glad I talked to you in the morning. For that second, my world was sugar coated yet again before I drifted back to sleep.
Just got off the phone with Daryl yet again. It's the umpteen time today already. Things have been alittle rough between us recently, but I'm glad we trashed it out and made peace ya. Talked him through some of the stuff going on in my life nows and yea, you make sense guy. I should quit worrying so much, everything that happens, happens for a reason. Everything seems so much clearer and less complicated after I ran them through you. The wonder. *grins. To think I almost forgot how fun it always is to crap and bitch with you. LOL. =)
Gosh and you're gonna leave in a month's time. ONE MONTH'S TIME!!! You barely just got back and you're leaving so soon??? boo! I'm gonna miss you so much, what am going to do when you're gone, who's going to knock sense into me when I'm being dumb, who's going to be a constant pain in my butt, who's gonna love me even when I'm fcking unreasonable... ... Zomg! I just realised what an endearing punk ass you have become. awwwwssss....
remember longtime ago?
taking a trip down memory lane
xxton
