♣ Thursday, August 28, 2008
im sick and everybody is being fcking mean ass to me! like damm mean and its not even my fcking fault! dammit! What the fuck! Shitts why am I tearing! zomg tonia ure such a fcking cry baby! keep your emotions in check yea. =S
just came back from lunch and the doctors at parkway. Spent like 4 effing hours at the polyclinic today, all thanks to Daryl and his brilliant idea of visiting the polyclinic. Nostalgic feelings my ass. The hours spent waiting, - from damm sick until my nose stopped running, the phlegm have all been cough out and it still wasn't my turn to see the doctor yets. Zomg cans!
And here is the pissing part, I waited fcking long and the doctor still refused to write me an MC that states that I'm unfit for the examinations due today. Please will it kill to write a few more words to give a sick girl an easier life. Dammit! It only made things worse that Daryl had left for his lunch appointment leaving me all alone with all that shit. Just felt so lost and alone. Decided to ring David, seeing that he lived pretty near. Didn't think that he would come and honestly I just wanted someone to talk to but wells David came anyways and Thank God. Really thanks for making sure I was entertained and all the while and stuff. It definitely made me much much better. =) Consulted another doctor at the private clinic but he too said that he's MC does not state whether I'm unfit for the exams or not because there's no criteria that he can consult, blah blah... Shitsss i swear the doctors around my area all so inflexible and frustrating. He even said that it was against his morals and ethics if he wrote that down cause that means that the school was doubting and questioning the authenticity of his MC and stuff... Both doctors told me to get the school registrar to call them if there was any problems. Better go through mans after all that cash I've burnt. I'm damm scared and worried. Makes you wonder how come others have it so easy. =S shhsh!
Maybe that's the reason I'm being all sensitive and ya. I'll be alrights. A little tender loving care is all i need really.
medicines taste yucky
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 5:32 PM