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♣ Friday, September 5, 2008

Just got back from dinner with silly boy and weili at the stadium and zomg it's still freaking early!!! Mom definitely got a shock that I'm back so soon though. Apparently she didn't expect me to be back before 1am. I mean yea I guess I didn't too...it's a Friday afterall lols. But whatever!

Honestly I think the parents should cut me some slack seeing that I'm back early for once. Just been and still am being nagged by the lady for blowing too much cash recently. Eeks!! I hate the days she decides to go and update my bank book. Total bother mans. But yea crapps so it seems that I somehow blew 2 fcking thousand in the last moth odd or so? Fcking impossible mans, i mean yea I didn't even buy any big ticketed items whatsoever. Shiattts the prices for everything has been increasing but my allowance is still the same or even worse, been getting the cut from the parents. Shiat! Shiat! Shait!

Mom thinks I've been drawing cash to havoc and alls but honestly I've not cans. I mean even if I club, my drinks are normally settled for and no as much as you suspect, i do not smoke or do drugs. zomg please i would have gotten hooked a long time ago if I had let myself, so yea. I'm guessing most of the cash have been blown on cabbing, food, presents and all the other small small stuffies. Urghh mom's threatening to cut my allowance and confiscate my card. It's their secret plan to keep me at home instead of hanging out late often. Crapps it'll so kill me and my social and it stinks that they know that. triple pffts!!!

Gotta go down to sign the contract for the F1 thingy at 4pm tomorrow. Haiz, that means skipping cell gains. What to do what to do after that?? Zomg i neeed plans, ideas anyone? And please don't say shopping, there's seriously nothing in the stores that catches my eye. Everything is just so blah...boring. The thought of camping on my couch, watching DVDs all through the day ALONE is just too depressing nows. I've fcking been doing that too often, it's making me feel sad!!! LOL! And zomg I'm not spending the whole night at home toos, no way mans! Going away to camp on Monday, so I need plans nowss!!! Hmm kkays not much of a link there yea. I'm just ranting.

sometimes like tonight, just wanna take the night slow, cuddle up and watch the world go by
fcking missya so cheer up yea. don't beat yourself up over them stuffies.

cut me some slack, learn to trust
xtonia

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