♣ Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Yesterday at training was awesome. So was the day before catching the show mirrors with you. But today stinks. Today fcking SUCKS!!! And to add on to the crap, I've got that FARM paper to sit for tomorrow and I still know nothing except well budgeting and that's about it. I need to talk to someone but its God knows what time over at England. Then again maybe I don't want to talk. Like it would help, not. Just gonna huddle up between the sheets and muffle those sniffles. I wish i had a packet of chips to make me feel better. Can't make sense of my thoughts now. Hurt, disappointment, anger, confusion are the words of this moment.
I'm not going to lose my cool. I'm not going to breakdown. No I'm stronger than all these bullshit.
♥being MYSELF at 2:23 PM
