♣ Thursday, October 2, 2008
the past few days has been uncomfortable, weird and yea really uncomfortable if I'm honest. It's not everyday that you see me that quiet, keeping to myself and only speaking when absolutely necessary. The mouth still hurts alittle, especially when the pain killers start to wear off...and there's still loads I can't eat. Haven't weighed myself, but its very evident that I'm lost much weight ever since. Zomg I can't wait to fully recover!! Can't stop thinking of the sushi buffets, pizzas, cakes and tarts that are just waiting for me to devour them. Grinnnsss =)
Anyhow so spending as much time as I have just lying around and resting, I've inevitably been doing some thinking. Thought through some stuff and I've decided... it's time that i start being treated right. No longer will I take anymore nonsense from anyone. It's time I made my point and if you can't treat me right then I'm not sticking around anymore cause there really is no point is there?!? If you won't, there are others that would, others that have shown me that they can, that I'm worth the effort, that they're trying. I'm not asking for much, just some effort. But if you already think that you're putting in enough effort than really its alrights.
cause would you settle for 2nd best??
and sometimes words just don't cut it anymore
it's what you do that matters
xkissx
♥being MYSELF at 2:37 PM
