♣ Tuesday, December 2, 2008
i don't let on much but it hurts that you don't trust me but instead choose to listen to the telltales of those aunties. All you both care about is your face, your pride. Zomg! Congratulations you have officially made me feel like nothing more than a simple showpiece bought at an auction.
It's so hypocritical really, how you hardly give a damm bout what im doing with my life, but once a certain thing im doing threatens to start gossips from others, threatens to 'throw your faces' as you put it, you suddenly get all concern and poke your noses into my every business, criticising and laying down the iron fist.
It's no wonder I don't bother to let you know more. I just don't see the point of telling you everything then having you doubt me. I like you guys fine but what's the point really. It's just pretty shitty. Just shod it if you won't stand up for me. For a long time, ive not counted on you guys to. I like to think that im pretty accustomed to standing up for myself if needed.
Ohwells whatever. Now i know how my trust issues problems came about.
Thanks alot not.
so fcking pissed.urghhh!
♥being MYSELF at 11:07 PM
