♣ Monday, December 15, 2008
the 'rents together with the sis will be leaving in a few hours time. that means i get the house all alone to myself. yippees rights? nahs, only i can't help but miss them alreadys. just wanna knock myself in the head, now that the prospect of staying home alone seems really boring. why did I not want to go with them again? gosh tonia! can't possibly let them know how much im regretting this. mom will say its my own fault, which i guess it really is this time cause she kept asking me if i had changed my mind, but i stubbornly refused. Suddenly staying alone at home for a whole week seems really boring as compared to touring with the 'rents and relatives in tow. Gosh the fact that everyone has left or is leaving makes things much sadder. well, at least silly boy is still in town yea. hmm but somehow that doesn't seem like its gonna help my situation. Plans plans plans. I need plans quick! LOL.
just now, this one time, i wished i could drive. Then maybe i would actually be able to send the 'rents off instead of just waving them off at the door. boo hoo.
over dosage of coke
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 12:05 AM