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♣ Friday, February 27, 2009

I've been a happy girl! A very happy girl! For the past 24 hrs at least. hehs =D
It's the holidays at last, MB paper was pretty manageable and it was awesome catching 'He's just not that into you'. Just as I had heard, the show was awesome! Very funny yet insightful. LOL i could watch it like a plenty more times. Did I mention that I had excessive whipped cream consumed before and throughout the show plus fabulous company? Hehs and silly boi decided to make me an even happier kid by offering to give us a lift home. Sweetness!
we were being very irish! grinns :D
literary dragged myself out of bed this morning to do breakfast with the guy again. Usually I would tell you to bug off and just roll over back into dreamland, but how could I when he's such a sweetie. Zomg i didn't realise how much I missed macker's Big Breakfast till the smell of freshly fried greasy hashbowns hit me. Shiok!
Tummy's been giving me problems the whole afternoon yet again. Sleeping and puking, urghh. At least I feel better nows. I hope it gets better. By next week I'll be fine? Oh God please let me.

And I still wanna go overseas. It's just gonna be so boring with everyone else overseas and me stuck in Singapore. Depressing. Kevin did ask me to join them to Cambodia though, but its freaking in June. Total bummer! Oh wells looking on the bright side the silly will be here too. gosh i hope you've got plans to keep me entertained. Hehs and me watching you play wow does not count. Nopes! grinns*
lubyou lubyou fattie thubbie like me lub strudel
happy happy kid
xxton

♥being MYSELF at 8:57 PM

♣ Wednesday, February 25, 2009

yesterday's paper was erm wells, i didn't finish the paper. I can't believe he actually tested everything lols. Everything! Anyways yea having MB paper tomorrow afternoon. I'm gonna be a free girl! Whee! Now i just have to get my butt out of the house to meet manda to study. Thank God for friends. =)

Have had many craving recently. Currently it seems to be KFC or pizza, just something cheesy people. Have this sudden urge to plonk myself in the cinema and catch a couple of shows too. Everyone's saying the chick flick- He's just not that into you is nice, but seeing that the silly boi is anti chick flicks of any kind... oh wells i'm sure there's somebody out there who wants to and have yet to watch it too. I'll find you, you just wait. LOL

Kkays better head out before im late again. ohs and i still wanna dye my hair purple or just do something to it, im bored. so bored.

xxton

♥being MYSELF at 12:18 PM

♣ Monday, February 23, 2009

With RVM's paper being scheduled for tomorrow morning, i decided to start studying today. You see, I tried, I really did but zomg it was a disaster. Ended up falling asleep in MOS burgers and later being distracted by the crazy games on Gabbie's iPhone. I'm such an awful student, yes i know and yes i do feel bad. Zomg how am i gonna pull my GPA up and make into uni. crapps, what am i gonna do about me mans. Bummer!

Oh wells, on a lighter and happier note, the silly boi came by this morning to surprise me with STRUDEL!! hahas it wasn't really a surprise since i kinda figured it out the night before but it was still sweetness! =) You see I've been craving for strawberry strudel since 2 days ago that's why. I swear I could hear the brain chanting 'strawberry strudel strawberry strudel strawberry strudelllll!' like every moment. Darling bought blueberry strudel though cuz they didn't have the strawberry ones. The blueberry ones taste excellent too though. Much better that the apple ones in my opinion, 2nd to my favourite strawberries. hehs. Just can't get enough of the cream and pastry. Zomg today, I'm the happiest girl ever. I'm thinking no more ice cream parlour in the future, I want to own a strudel store. Imagine that! =) grinnnss* anyways thanks millions again silly. missed ya much

food for thought : why are blueberries called blueberries and not purple berries seeing that they are purple and not blue in color? hahahs tell me if you noe the answer. It nags at me each time i take a bite of strudel lols. =)

feeling the love
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 11:29 PM

♣ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

today is one of those days where i inevitably find myself totally restless. motivation to study is like nada. no existent. thus I've decided to take a break today and resume my studious efforts at getting a decent GPA tomorrow instead. =) On another note, I've been dying to catch some shows in the theatres but everybody is so busy. Everybody including me if i actually do start studying that is. oh mans i cant wait for the exams to be so over.
FCKING BORED!!

craving pizza
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:10 PM

♣ Monday, February 16, 2009

This stinks! I feel like crap physically. The head's been hurting since yesterday and it just doesn't seem to be getting any better anytime soon. Every time I wake up and get up from the bed, its like ouch, throbbing pain and zomg i feel like puking, AGAIN. I've got zero appetite, forcing myself to eat only because i know how terrible those gastrics can get later ons. I'm tired and alone. I want my silly boi so much. I don't want to deal with this alone. I'm not strong enough. I'm tired, I want to scream, I want to rant, I want to cry it all away.
The exams are next week. Oh God please let me be strong and study hard. I need to do well, i want to do well.

will a hug make everything alrights?
i want a hug, i need a hug nows if not soon.
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:18 PM

♣ Sunday, February 15, 2009

Happy Birthday Matthew!
And load of LUCK for tomorrow Manda!
Everywhere was so crowded yesterday but despite everything it was an awesome and extremely delightful day spent with the silly boy. It was too bad Dempsey was packed and mussel guys' service was screwed up. Still i wouldn't have changed a thing if i could though. =)
♥being MYSELF at 5:12 PM

♣ Friday, February 13, 2009

I've been a silly girl.
Tomorrow's valentines day. Every girl's holiday i believe. Putting everything else aside, I really hope tomorrow will prove to be awesome. Prettay flowers, love and everything sweet and pink. Really what's there not to love about 14 Feb. xoxo
meeting my girls laters. zomg i miss them so very much.

looking forward to spending it with you
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 1:33 PM

♣ Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I constantly feel like puking and the tummy hurts
The headache is getting worse too. I cant sleep properly and im tired
Maybe I'm too stressed out, but how can I relax
♥being MYSELF at 6:21 PM

♣ Monday, February 9, 2009

haven't been eating well
haven't been sleeping well
i feel like puking, pushing my food away
feeling totally crappy.
♥being MYSELF at 12:17 AM

♣ Friday, February 6, 2009

praying hard.
♥being MYSELF at 8:38 AM

♣ Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Two tests tomorrow and I can't seem to concentrate on my notes. Screwed up. Haiz mom's not helping much. Apparently she has chanced upon some stuff and now has decided to launch into a continuous lecture in her much perfected droned voice. Have decided to just keep my mouth shut this time and hope the whole issue just rides over soon. Please soon please. Can't wait for the holidays and get out of Singapore. I need a break away from the whole scene here. Maybe Malaysia, Bangkok. Hmm come to think of it, haven't been to the coast for quite sometime already.

Have been sitting on the fence and at last I've decided. I have after much debate with myself decided to quit the school team. Yea I know it is quite a waste after all the effort I've put in but if I can't commit then there really is no point rights. Staying on means im taking the sport for granted and i remember a time when I use to frown upon those who took competitive sports lightly and who weren't serious about training and alls. Yea I think I made the right choice. I'll just really miss all the people though.

Looking forward to thursday at gabbie's and maybe joining some of the others for a night out on Friday. It's been like a really long time since I last partied hard with my hair down. I feel goodie nows, too goodie in fact. =)

it has to come, im getting freaked out
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:27 PM

♣ Sunday, February 1, 2009

oh so much have been going on this past few days. Awesome times, tempers that flared, miscommunication, over protectiveness, project submissions, CNY visits and a not too well physical condition takes the icing on the cake.
Caught red cliff recently and its fantastic! This coming from someone who didn't even watch part 1 of the film. But im really intrigued by it. So much so that i want to lay my hands on the three kingdom book. In English of course. Can you imagine me trying to read the Chinese copy? Zomg i probably would end up hating the book and dumping it in some obscure corner of the house. what a disaster that would be. =) hehs

Am suppose to be doing my RP2 individual journal that's due tomorrow but im having this writer's block which is extremely fustrating. Ended up painting the last untouched wall in the room grey. I must be nuts, I think im nuts to have walk up on friday morning, deciding to give the room alittle makeover. Totally mental now I see. Painting is so tiring and I wouldn't even do it if you offered to pay me. Never again. Hmm no wait maybe for the right price i just might. Lols. Still gotta go get decals and the little stuffs. Maybe I should have waited till the holidays to start playing interior designer. Oh what was I thinking. Hmmphs. Well at least now I've got grey and allure colored walls and I feel very proud of myself. Hehs.

Haven't partied for awhile. In fact ive been a pretty good girl recently so to speak. No shisha, no clubbing, no drinking except well loads of poker and MJ. No classes this Thursday. Hmm ladies night at buttfac..tempting, so very tempting. Ohs but there's still those 2 tests on Wednesday to clear first. Bother!!

I want shop and buy clothes, bag and loads of bags and watch all the shows now showing. I want to cuddle up with a stack of novels, I want to snuggle inside with a whole bunch of DVDs and pizza for a whole day, I want to fall asleep where its puts a smile on my face, I want to dye my hair purple and pink and I want the holidays to come nows. grinnss

xxton
♥being MYSELF at 10:02 PM