♣ Monday, February 16, 2009
This stinks! I feel like crap physically. The head's been hurting since yesterday and it just doesn't seem to be getting any better anytime soon. Every time I wake up and get up from the bed, its like ouch, throbbing pain and zomg i feel like puking, AGAIN. I've got zero appetite, forcing myself to eat only because i know how terrible those gastrics can get later ons. I'm tired and alone. I want my silly boi so much. I don't want to deal with this alone. I'm not strong enough. I'm tired, I want to scream, I want to rant, I want to cry it all away.
The exams are next week. Oh God please let me be strong and study hard. I need to do well, i want to do well.
will a hug make everything alrights?
i want a hug, i need a hug nows if not soon.
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 7:18 PM