♣ Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Two tests tomorrow and I can't seem to concentrate on my notes. Screwed up. Haiz mom's not helping much. Apparently she has chanced upon some stuff and now has decided to launch into a continuous lecture in her much perfected droned voice. Have decided to just keep my mouth shut this time and hope the whole issue just rides over soon. Please soon please. Can't wait for the holidays and get out of Singapore. I need a break away from the whole scene here. Maybe Malaysia, Bangkok. Hmm come to think of it, haven't been to the coast for quite sometime already.
Have been sitting on the fence and at last I've decided. I have after much debate with myself decided to quit the school team. Yea I know it is quite a waste after all the effort I've put in but if I can't commit then there really is no point rights. Staying on means im taking the sport for granted and i remember a time when I use to frown upon those who took competitive sports lightly and who weren't serious about training and alls. Yea I think I made the right choice. I'll just really miss all the people though.
Looking forward to thursday at gabbie's and maybe joining some of the others for a night out on Friday. It's been like a really long time since I last partied hard with my hair down. I feel goodie nows, too goodie in fact. =)
it has to come, im getting freaked out
xxton
♥being MYSELF at 6:27 PM
