im sorry im not the perfect daughter.
i tried. im just not good enough, will i ever be.
even so i wished you didn't say all that.
i thought ive stop caring but it still hurts.
i hate how small and stupid you seem to always make me feel
and i wonder sometimes why im the person ive become.
all i ever wanted was not money, things and whatever else you guys seem to think i want
just your care, your approval, things that everyone else seem to get from their parents without question, i find myself having to work for them.
now i think, could i be better off not caring. maybe i should just stop, stop chasing for something that is not possible to get.
one day im gonna marry someone who knows what family really really means, im not going to turn out like you. im not.
