maebe its fatigue kicking in making me all cranky and feisty i dunno. I really don't.
But somehow...
with you I always get that feeling that im not enough for you, that im never meet your expectations. I always feel lesser as a human being, and its really weird cuz im not an unconfident girl on a normal day. I know guys stare, I know because guys do still try pick me up with the whole impress me act. I don't ask for such attention, but i can't say its not flattering. It is. But somehow when with you, the expectations seem never ending, and now im just i don't know...im not sure I even wanna try to reach up to them anymore. Its just really tiring to always try to be someone that im not, meeting up to your personal image of a perfect girlfriend.
When was the last time you really complimented me sincerely from the bottom of your heart. The last time i felt that it was really all bout me for a day, your princess. I rather you appreciate my personality than the amount of skin i bare. i wont tell you all this though because ive tried and we seem to be on different wave lengths.
take deep breath tonia ng. just suck it up till you can't anymore because there's nothing you can do when ure in this deep.
im sad
urghhh soooooo pissing!!!